Diam x diam aku dah di penghujung 2008! Macam x caye, dah setahun aku di TM, aku rase macam baru lagi....tapi dalam mase setahun di tempat keje baru ni banyak jugak pengalaman kerja yang aku dapat..lain dari yang lain mase aku kat Tuna Port dulu! Tapi yang penting tahun 2008 telah banyak mengubah diri dan persepsi hidup aku.......
Awal tahun 2008, aku rase start January sampai May aku dah sibuk2 buat preparation kahwin! Huh, penat dan tension lagi banyak dari seronok! Tapi yang seronoknya aku banyak uruskan sendiri soal door gift, puas hati aku sebab aku berusaha sendiri glue kan reben dekat door gift tu semua! Tapi syukur sangat2 sebab semuanye berjalan lancar dan aku selamat pun menjadi isteri kepada Mohd Fahmie Idzul Mohd Rodzi!
7 bulan melayari bahtera dengan Famy, macam2 bende aku dah experienced! bukan aje experience how to be a good wife, tapi how to be a good listener, how to share things with people, how to adapt new invironment, how to be more patient, how to communicate with others in a better way, how to control anger, how to be independent and banyak lah lagi segala macam 'how' yang aku belajar dan terus belajar........ Cuma harapan aku biarlah perkahwinan ini yang pertama dan terakhir buat aku dan semoga kasih sayang aku dan Famy tak pernah berubah... ameen....
So conlusionnye, tahun 2008 banyak mengubah jalan hidup aku.... dari seorang gadis biasa, menjadi seorang isteri kepada seorang engineer yang aku kene jumpe 2 minggu sekali in average! Plus aku bekerja di sebuah company yang aku rase boleh bertahan di waktu recession (diramalkan berlaku pd tahun 2009 nanti)...... Paling penting, tahun 2008 buat aku jadi lebih berdikari dan focus!
Untuk 2009 pulak nanti...aku dah tanamkan beberapa azam. tapi xnak la reveal dekat sini.. biar aku simpan dalam hati. Overall, aku harapkan 2009 nanti rezeki aku n famy melimpah ruah dan selamat lah segala2nya nanti... ;)
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
seksanyer menunggu.....
semalam aku plan sendiri2 nak buat:
1. nak singgah MPH- nak beli novel 'new moon' by stephenie meyer.
2. nak singgah watson.
3. relax2 dalam bilik je....
4. tunggu famy call....
items no. 1 sampai 3 aku dah completedkan. Berjaya jugak aku dapatkan novel 'new moon'! tu pun dah paras nyawa2 ikan dah tau! twillight series lain tu semua dah sold out! yang ade pun semua customers dah tempah since the past 3 months! huhuhuhu....nampaknye kalau aku nak bace twillight series yang lain2 tu aku kene order lah, tp yang pasti not now la! sbb banyak lagi bende aku nak beli...takut budget lari la pulak nanti! apepun yang new moon ni kene habis bace dulu la kan.... malam tadi sambil lepak2 dalam bilik aku dah habiskan 3 chapters je dulu sebabnye aku rase first2 chapter ni macam slow seket! tapi Insyallah kot malam ni aku akan cuba habiskan bace 5 chapters lagi ke kan! huhuhuhuhu.......
aku tunggu famy call sampai pukul 11 lebih, biasenye the last choper arrive helibase is around 11.30 pm! aku rase famy kene bound dekat platform ni lagi kot! aku call Das (his officemate) to ensure la... Das inform famy turun esok (which means hari ni). so aku cam lega la seket sbb risau jugak bahaya kan kalau memalam ni naik choper mcm x safe je nanti! hurm xpelah aku tunggu hari ni je la....... hopefully famy turun hari ni kan sebab rindu aku dekat die dah paras maximum dah tak terlarat nak tanggung dah ni!
1. nak singgah MPH- nak beli novel 'new moon' by stephenie meyer.
2. nak singgah watson.
3. relax2 dalam bilik je....
4. tunggu famy call....
items no. 1 sampai 3 aku dah completedkan. Berjaya jugak aku dapatkan novel 'new moon'! tu pun dah paras nyawa2 ikan dah tau! twillight series lain tu semua dah sold out! yang ade pun semua customers dah tempah since the past 3 months! huhuhuhu....nampaknye kalau aku nak bace twillight series yang lain2 tu aku kene order lah, tp yang pasti not now la! sbb banyak lagi bende aku nak beli...takut budget lari la pulak nanti! apepun yang new moon ni kene habis bace dulu la kan.... malam tadi sambil lepak2 dalam bilik aku dah habiskan 3 chapters je dulu sebabnye aku rase first2 chapter ni macam slow seket! tapi Insyallah kot malam ni aku akan cuba habiskan bace 5 chapters lagi ke kan! huhuhuhuhu.......
aku tunggu famy call sampai pukul 11 lebih, biasenye the last choper arrive helibase is around 11.30 pm! aku rase famy kene bound dekat platform ni lagi kot! aku call Das (his officemate) to ensure la... Das inform famy turun esok (which means hari ni). so aku cam lega la seket sbb risau jugak bahaya kan kalau memalam ni naik choper mcm x safe je nanti! hurm xpelah aku tunggu hari ni je la....... hopefully famy turun hari ni kan sebab rindu aku dekat die dah paras maximum dah tak terlarat nak tanggung dah ni!
Monday, December 22, 2008
oh, monday!
weekend hari tu (sabtu n ahad) aderlah jugak aktiviti aku bile famy tak balik KL. terisi la jugak mase aku instead of balik kg or sleep...sleep n sleep...... sigh;)
sabtu (20/12/08)
malam tu aku tido umah gya n ila..sebabnye balik dah lewat from redbox! dah macam pegi clubing jadinye dah..memasing buat show! tapi overall enjoy la sesgt! tapi aku nk nyanyi lagu ABBA - i have a dream tu tak sempat so next time aku mesti pulun nyanyi lagu tu la first2... hahahhaha...tgk tu siap dah pikir nak nyanyi lagu ape dah bile nak g karaoke lagi tu! punyerla advance aku ni kan. sigh ;)
aku bangun pukul 6.45 am kat rumah gya, solat subuh then tido semula dalam kul 8.00 am gitu aku bangun semula. mandi2 n siap2 nak balik umah! kalau tak berjanji dengan mama n papa nak pegi wedding mau taknnye aku keraskan badan nak bangun dari katil ikea ila tu! wah, selesa je aku tido kat situ..... thanks ila sudi menaja tempat tido aku malam tu!
mase aku nk kejutkan gya minta gya tolong bukakan pintu rumah, cam tak sampai hati je! penat gya kene bangun, al maklumlah buat show malam tadi kan....dengan muke 'sebebe' tapi maintain cute la hehehhehe gya buka kan jugak pintu umah n hantar aku sampai pintu! cian gya!
aku sampai melawati takdelah lame sangat, makan mase 20 mint je. traffic pun lengang je! aku balik legacy dulu sebelum ke rumah mama. konon2nye nak buat laundry dulu la tup2 aku namapk katil aku tu cam kemas sangat so aku pun terbaring la dulu kat situ... biler dah namenye 'terbaring' tu maka terlelap la sebentar. hahahhahahaha...amik ko bantai sampai pukul 11 am baru sedar! itupun mama call kalau tak terlajak lagi! knowing farahida yang mmg cukup suke tido i think mama ok je kot.. sigh ;) cool la mak mentua aku!
aku balik wedding kat Lenggeng, N9 tu dalam kyl 5 ptg jugakla sebabnye macam2 persinggahan yang kiteorg transit dulu... mujurlah aku ni mengekor je la... kalau famy ade mmg sah2 aku suh famy balik cepat, xyah singgah memane kan! ni nk singgah amik pucuk ubi la, nak singgah umah Nenek Gadis la (mmg name nenek tu Gadis ok, dont get confuse), nak singgah Kg Kapal la.. bla.. bla..bla...
Malam- mama masak rendang pucuk ubi ayam kg. aku x pernah taste masakan minang tu tapi bile aku dah taste aku rase tak sesia aku tunggu mama petik pucuk ubi dekat Kg Kapal tu ha.. kalau tak, xdelah aku merase makan style masak org minang tu! Not bad la!
Aku masuk tido around 11 pm...... sambil tido sambil aku mimpi famy... rindu sesangat dengan suami aku tu! aku tido umah mama malam tu....
ahad (21/12/08)
lepas subuh aku rase aku bangun awal la jugak untuk hari ahad tu, kul 9.30 am ;) tu pun lepas dengar kasut bunyi2 emil cit cut cit cut... bising! aku ngintai kat tepi tingkap dari atas, nampak jelas badan kemetot budak kecik tu jalan terkedek2 sambil dipimpin papa! hahahah... terus aku tak jadik tido, bangun terus dari katil then g bilik air n mandi!
takde ape pun yang special hari ahad tu. rutin mcm biase! breakfast dekat turkah, shopping barang dapur dekat nsk n buatlah aktiviti memasak bersama keluarga. aku nengok botak and along, aku jadi rindu yang amat sangat dengan famy........
tak sabar tunggu die balik hari nie..............
isnin (22/12/08)
oh monday! aku percaye hari isnin hari yang liat nak memulakan kerja! balik kerja nanti:
1. nak singgah MPH- nak beli novel 'new moon' by stephenie meyer.
2. nak singgah watson.
3. relax2 dalam bilik je....
4. tunggu famy call....
sabtu (20/12/08)
malam tu aku tido umah gya n ila..sebabnye balik dah lewat from redbox! dah macam pegi clubing jadinye dah..memasing buat show! tapi overall enjoy la sesgt! tapi aku nk nyanyi lagu ABBA - i have a dream tu tak sempat so next time aku mesti pulun nyanyi lagu tu la first2... hahahhaha...tgk tu siap dah pikir nak nyanyi lagu ape dah bile nak g karaoke lagi tu! punyerla advance aku ni kan. sigh ;)
aku bangun pukul 6.45 am kat rumah gya, solat subuh then tido semula dalam kul 8.00 am gitu aku bangun semula. mandi2 n siap2 nak balik umah! kalau tak berjanji dengan mama n papa nak pegi wedding mau taknnye aku keraskan badan nak bangun dari katil ikea ila tu! wah, selesa je aku tido kat situ..... thanks ila sudi menaja tempat tido aku malam tu!
mase aku nk kejutkan gya minta gya tolong bukakan pintu rumah, cam tak sampai hati je! penat gya kene bangun, al maklumlah buat show malam tadi kan....dengan muke 'sebebe' tapi maintain cute la hehehhehe gya buka kan jugak pintu umah n hantar aku sampai pintu! cian gya!
aku sampai melawati takdelah lame sangat, makan mase 20 mint je. traffic pun lengang je! aku balik legacy dulu sebelum ke rumah mama. konon2nye nak buat laundry dulu la tup2 aku namapk katil aku tu cam kemas sangat so aku pun terbaring la dulu kat situ... biler dah namenye 'terbaring' tu maka terlelap la sebentar. hahahhahahaha...amik ko bantai sampai pukul 11 am baru sedar! itupun mama call kalau tak terlajak lagi! knowing farahida yang mmg cukup suke tido i think mama ok je kot.. sigh ;) cool la mak mentua aku!
aku balik wedding kat Lenggeng, N9 tu dalam kyl 5 ptg jugakla sebabnye macam2 persinggahan yang kiteorg transit dulu... mujurlah aku ni mengekor je la... kalau famy ade mmg sah2 aku suh famy balik cepat, xyah singgah memane kan! ni nk singgah amik pucuk ubi la, nak singgah umah Nenek Gadis la (mmg name nenek tu Gadis ok, dont get confuse), nak singgah Kg Kapal la.. bla.. bla..bla...
Malam- mama masak rendang pucuk ubi ayam kg. aku x pernah taste masakan minang tu tapi bile aku dah taste aku rase tak sesia aku tunggu mama petik pucuk ubi dekat Kg Kapal tu ha.. kalau tak, xdelah aku merase makan style masak org minang tu! Not bad la!
Aku masuk tido around 11 pm...... sambil tido sambil aku mimpi famy... rindu sesangat dengan suami aku tu! aku tido umah mama malam tu....
ahad (21/12/08)
lepas subuh aku rase aku bangun awal la jugak untuk hari ahad tu, kul 9.30 am ;) tu pun lepas dengar kasut bunyi2 emil cit cut cit cut... bising! aku ngintai kat tepi tingkap dari atas, nampak jelas badan kemetot budak kecik tu jalan terkedek2 sambil dipimpin papa! hahahah... terus aku tak jadik tido, bangun terus dari katil then g bilik air n mandi!
takde ape pun yang special hari ahad tu. rutin mcm biase! breakfast dekat turkah, shopping barang dapur dekat nsk n buatlah aktiviti memasak bersama keluarga. aku nengok botak and along, aku jadi rindu yang amat sangat dengan famy........
tak sabar tunggu die balik hari nie..............
isnin (22/12/08)
oh monday! aku percaye hari isnin hari yang liat nak memulakan kerja! balik kerja nanti:
1. nak singgah MPH- nak beli novel 'new moon' by stephenie meyer.
2. nak singgah watson.
3. relax2 dalam bilik je....
4. tunggu famy call....
Friday, December 19, 2008
bile pressure.....
hari ni aku rase ok and lega dari semalam. Release segala kekusutan. Aku sangat2 beruntung sebab famy sangat2 memahami aku... Hari ni die pulak yang kejutkan aku subuh sbbnye die bangun awal nak kene check in kat helibase around 6 am! Famy off shore around 4/5 days gitu, means this week he will not be around KL.. aku plan nak balik kg aje tp pikir2 semule next week nye aku nak ikut ibu g penang so rase cam buat dua kali keje je nanti, so aku batalkan aje niat nak melepak kg minggu ni! Mama ajak g Lenggeng ade wedding sabtu ni so InsyAllah aku pegi kot!
Tapi the best part malam ni aku, gya, ennie n ila dah janji nk dinner dekat restoran cheng ho n then pegi karakoke! aku dah book dah redbox malam ni, so plan2 nye after makan dekat cheng ho we all nak test vocal lak dekat redbox sogo... wah meriah gitu kuar dengan kengkawan bujang! aku pun da lame x happy2 dengan girlfriend ni sejak kawen... mujur pagi tadi sempat mintak izin famy nak kuar ngan gya so bile famy bagik green lite je melonjak kegirangan la aku (bak kate lagu pet wonderland tu...yang penting, 'kerjasama'!) oppss...tak related pun tapi saje je nk masuk kan perkataan 'kerjasama' tu...hehehehehehe....
Tak tau kenape hari ni bersemangat sket dari smlm.... aku nengok langit pagi tadi mase drive nak g offce pun biru die ceria semacam, same ceria dengan 'sengehan' aku... hehehhe.
Agknyer PCM dah lepas dah kot plus aku rase lega dengan segala beban dekat dada ni dah terlepas semalam. Perasaannye punyerlah seksa sampai aku rase macam... macam.. macam...ha...macam orang cekik leher aku lepas tu tibe2 ade orang lain datang tolong tarik tangan orang yang cekik aku tu ke tepi, fuhhh..... mcm terlepas dari maut la kirenye! Tak best la pulak aku citer detail ape yang menyerabutkan fikiran aku semalam tapi antara sebab2 lain pun pasal keje pun iyer, so aku rase tersgtlah pressure sampai pandang muke en mok nk minta product update pun meleleh je air mate aku.. mulut tak cakap ape2 ni tapi menitis je pulak air mate kat pipi... kelam kabut en mok tu tanya apsal aku nangis...;)
so moral of the story, aku recommend kan kalau kawan2 aku dalam keadaan pressure, aku rase the best way, talk to someone, take wuduk, solat then sleep earlier.......... so that when you wake up in the next morning, you will feel like you're born again!
Psst:/ tak sabar nak kuar dengan kawan2 malam ni...;p
Tapi the best part malam ni aku, gya, ennie n ila dah janji nk dinner dekat restoran cheng ho n then pegi karakoke! aku dah book dah redbox malam ni, so plan2 nye after makan dekat cheng ho we all nak test vocal lak dekat redbox sogo... wah meriah gitu kuar dengan kengkawan bujang! aku pun da lame x happy2 dengan girlfriend ni sejak kawen... mujur pagi tadi sempat mintak izin famy nak kuar ngan gya so bile famy bagik green lite je melonjak kegirangan la aku (bak kate lagu pet wonderland tu...yang penting, 'kerjasama'!) oppss...tak related pun tapi saje je nk masuk kan perkataan 'kerjasama' tu...hehehehehehe....
Tak tau kenape hari ni bersemangat sket dari smlm.... aku nengok langit pagi tadi mase drive nak g offce pun biru die ceria semacam, same ceria dengan 'sengehan' aku... hehehhe.
Agknyer PCM dah lepas dah kot plus aku rase lega dengan segala beban dekat dada ni dah terlepas semalam. Perasaannye punyerlah seksa sampai aku rase macam... macam.. macam...ha...macam orang cekik leher aku lepas tu tibe2 ade orang lain datang tolong tarik tangan orang yang cekik aku tu ke tepi, fuhhh..... mcm terlepas dari maut la kirenye! Tak best la pulak aku citer detail ape yang menyerabutkan fikiran aku semalam tapi antara sebab2 lain pun pasal keje pun iyer, so aku rase tersgtlah pressure sampai pandang muke en mok nk minta product update pun meleleh je air mate aku.. mulut tak cakap ape2 ni tapi menitis je pulak air mate kat pipi... kelam kabut en mok tu tanya apsal aku nangis...;)
so moral of the story, aku recommend kan kalau kawan2 aku dalam keadaan pressure, aku rase the best way, talk to someone, take wuduk, solat then sleep earlier.......... so that when you wake up in the next morning, you will feel like you're born again!
Psst:/ tak sabar nak kuar dengan kawan2 malam ni...;p
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
salam adha, Datin Rock vs. Robert & Perfect Couple Day
- salam adha
aku balik kg on the friday, 5th dec after works. Ramai la pulak x dtg opis ni so aku balik awal, plus aku ade training dkt MMC sbrnye... ;) tp mmg malas nk duk opis ni pun! after waiting for angah,n kemas2 ape yg patut, aku, famy together with angah pun berangkat la ke segamat untuk menyambut aidiladha. punyerla banyak kereta bertali arus dekat highway tu, sampai nk potong pun x boleh! so we all decide nk lepak n minum2 dulu dekat R&R Seremban, dalam kul 10 gitu sambung balik perjalanan ke segamat. we all ikut exit simpang empat-tampin. masuk je jalan kampung tu lega seket sbb kenderaan dah mcm kurang! aku x tido la pulak as usual, duk sembang2 n melawak dengan famy! angah kejap je join pastu dah berlayar da! ;)
sampai umah around 1 am jugakla, ibu tak tido lagi, menunggu anak2 n menantu balik katekan!!ayah da lame da tido! x banyak nak sembang2 pun dgn ibu sbb memasing mcm letih so aku n famy mengundurkan diri nk tido dulu (kekononnye la) padahal nk dekat kul 2 pagi jugaklah kiteorg betul2 lelap! ade je show2 lawak kiteorg yg buat aku nk gelak! nak massage famy la x jd massage jd terkarate la pulak! n ade lagi bende2 lucu nyer..(x bole la aku nak revail lelebih tp memang lawak arrr).
- Datin Rock vs. Robert
eh lupe pulak nk citer kat atas tu, actually aku n famy nak balik kg ni bukan 100% becos of the aidiladha itself...sbrnya bakal mother-in-law angah nk dtg umah, nk discuss n tetapkan date untuk wedding angah n amid next year! so..coincedently, mama n papa nk join jugak dtg segamat sbb nye nk tolong masak tempoyak daun tu (requested by aku la) heheheh masakan tempoyak daun mama mmg tiada tandingannyela! campur pulak petai... fuhh.. very tempted! (tempeted tang tekak aku la kan). dalam kul 10 gitu mama n papa sampai segamat..then tolong masak2 ape semua, lebih kurang nk ke pukul 5 pm gitu, barulah rombongan Datin Rock sampai. satu kereta je aku nengok, nampak auntie ha n acik amid (aku recognise dieorang pun mase engagement angah hr tu).
as i said before, semua orang tempted dengan tempoyak daun mama tu! hehehehhe..... then laksa johor ibu pun mendapat permintaan yang tinggi jugak! mmg kene dengan selera dieorang petang2 hari tu! laksa johor ibu mmg superb!ditambah pulak dengan sambal belacan hasil air tangan aku ;) hehehehhehehehe.....
lepas makan2 semua, sessi discusion yang tak formal pun berlangsung! this time around mmg xde pantun2 la mcm mase engagement dulu tu... hahahahhahaha... (teringat mase majlis merisik aku lagi otai, siap stop kejap sbb nak tau sape terkuar dalam AF) this time, asyik nk gelak2 je sbb lawak papa together with lawak datin rock! aderlah satu cerite nk share macamane papa bole dapat gelaran 'robert'. al-kisahnya berlaku since datin rock ade send interesting sms pasal haji dekat ayah, papa pun nk jugak that sms so he asked datin rock to send the sms to him too...
'ha apa nomboq hang?' - sempoi je datin rock tanye papa macam dah lame kenai, padahal baru hari tu 1st time jumpe!
'012 xxxxxx - robert' - muke datin rock yang dah nampak kerepot2 tu terus jadi kelat
'robert? pungkok hang la... muka mamu ade hati nak jadik robert!' - semua orang dekat living hall tu bantai gelak sampai aku ngan famy tertahan2 nak terkencing.
actually statement datin rock tu nampak cynical n average tapi the way she expressed her facial expression (afther heard papa perkenalkan name as 'robert') was looks funny! sbb datin rock ni 1sttime aku jumpe dia mcm garang2 gitu n looks tegas so x expect la die boleh buat funny face!taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................... after all then, semua orang panggil papa, robert la pulak!
- Perfect Couple Day
hari ni aku car pool dengan famy to ofis since famy ade training dekat puchong! actually bukan hari ni pun, dah semalam dah start! wah.......bestnyerrrrrr..... terase perfectnye hidup aku as a wife minggu ni sebab lame sikit berkepit dengan laki sendiri! (mcm teruk sgt je hidup aku dengan famy kan bunyi gayenye) idaklah teruk mane, cuma rase sedikit perfect n ceria la sikit compare to jumpe weekend je kan! famy pun nampak happy exclude merungut pasal jammed between nak ke puchong and bangsar to pick me up! pada aku xdelah jammed mane, ok n moving jugak since minggu ni cuti sekolah plus orang ramai tak balik dari kampung lagi kan so xdelah teruk sgt mcm selalu. maybe famy da biasa duk Kerteh yang x pernah jammed tu kot! (laki aku ni name je origional from KL tapi cara n livinghood die sejak dulu bukan mcm org KL) hehe...tu yang aku terpikat tu!
okla... what a perfect couple day this week ya! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
Sunday, December 7, 2008
tanah runtuh @ BA
Al- fatihah untuk saudara2 Islam kita yang terkorban di dalam bencana tanah runtuh di Bukit Antarabangsa (5 mint from my living area).......;(
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
kalut n panicky!
As stated in Kamus Dewan, 'kalut' means tidak tenteram (keadaan dlm negeri dll); tidak aman; kacau; huru-hara: Meanwhile panicky, as mentioned in Oxford Dictionary means 1. a sudden overwhelming fear, with or without cause, that produces hysterical or irrational behavior, and that often spreads quickly through a group of persons or animals 2. an instance, outbreak, or period of such fear.
For me these 2 words provided same interpretations, which closer to my bad attitude! People who knowing me they will knew, I'm a very 'kalut' n panicky person! Sigh :) Still remembered when I did asked famy to give 3 words that can describe about myself in front of his eyes. Immediately he answered 1. manja 2.funny 3.panicky! I laughed and laughed, deeper inside my heart, I'm totally agreed on his 3rd description!
Yesterday was such a bad day, which closer related to my kalut attitude. The story began when I planned to hang around at Mid Valley after office hour alone, just looking for my home stuffs. Since I'm alone, I wondering to go for window shopping la kan! Sambil menyelam minum air! For me, walking alone is a theraphy so I dont mind being alone while entering one shop to another.
After went to Elle, I entered Soda, then I went to Hinode, Jusco, Leather Shop and few other boutiques la. (Aha, dont get wrong ya, not to shop! cuci mate sambil survey price je ;p sigh). After bought something at Bonita, I was walking to the G floor then, my eyes was automatically captured on the 50% less at Hush Puppies Boutiques near by the escalator. Ahak! I'm admiring one design of black shoes there. It's been categorized in a high heel but the heel looks not so high and not so flat (if flat it can be categorized as wedges kan?) so the design for me quit different and the most important thing it's damn comfort and I don't feel any painful when I tried it before. So, looking around the boutique, finally I saw the shoes! OMG, there only 10% less and the actual price is around RM2 hundred something! Nak jejak ke RM3 hundred jugak la, kalau less 10% still around RM2 hundred jugak la..... I thought I can get the shoes around RM1 hundreed or RM99 only! ekekekkekekekke..... Since I had bought a handbag from US this month, so I think better not to buy the shoes otherwise I will stuck, to explain where my money had gone with famy later! (famy knows better about my 'keborosan') ekekekeke.... But, I still have a desire to try the shoes again, when I had done some cat walk in front of the mirror, I tag off la the shoes and wanted to put it back to the display area, and suddenly guess what? Entah macamane la suweynye tangan aku ni, kasut tu terjatuh la pulak dari tingkat display area tu then ter'effect' la pulak kasut2 lain yang di display in the same area there. Gosh... kelam kabut la aku! mengangkat kasut2 yang dah jatuh tu ke tempat asalnya. The worst part, the whole of the people were staring at me! And the salesgirls there pun keep looking at me without helping me to put back the shoes at the proper places. Perhaps, the girls tu shocked kot becos of the hentakan kasut2 tu jatuh were quit loud! Bertambah2 la kemaluan aku ni ha! Malu wooo....... and my mouth never stop to apologize. 'So sorry ya...sorry semua...I x sengaja! Sorry....Sorry........ Sorry'... (sambil tangan tu menyusun semula kasut2 tu) Kuat pulak tu suara aku! aku pun x sure mane aku dpt keberanian ckp mcm tu sedangkan muka ni dah berinci tebalnya malu!
After putting the shoes properly at their places, I immediately take the shoes that I admired tu AGAIN and asked a salegirl there to search for my size (kekonon nk cover malu la). then.......i did a cat walk for the 2nd time (this time with more confidence face ;))...and asked if there is white color stocks? and she said only have black and brown, neither white! then you guys know what was i said? ' hurm, actually i'm searching for a white color la dear, never mind la, nanti i dtg lagi k, thank you'... ha? nanti i dtg lagi k? that words? seem like i was using the wrong words la pulak! aku? nak dtg lagi? malu daaaa ni........
my heart is whispering 'ko ni mmg kalut malut..panicky.....la minah!'.......
sumpah aku sendiri dalam hati!
and the conclusion is I need to realize on the meaning of the word 'kalut' and panicky esspecially those which I had bold tu. (refer to the 1st paragraph) Hahahahha...the meanings are exactly zasshh pointed at me! If I could asked the Kamus Dewan and the Oxford Dic to change the meaning of those words......... should be fine then! sigh ;p
so moral of the story, kalau dah tau diri tu rendah, jangan pepandai nak amik kasut yang di display di tempat yang tinggi tu sendiri, minta tolong pekerja kedai tu amik kan! ha..... after all jadikla nasib mcm aku ni...
For me these 2 words provided same interpretations, which closer to my bad attitude! People who knowing me they will knew, I'm a very 'kalut' n panicky person! Sigh :) Still remembered when I did asked famy to give 3 words that can describe about myself in front of his eyes. Immediately he answered 1. manja 2.funny 3.panicky! I laughed and laughed, deeper inside my heart, I'm totally agreed on his 3rd description!
Yesterday was such a bad day, which closer related to my kalut attitude. The story began when I planned to hang around at Mid Valley after office hour alone, just looking for my home stuffs. Since I'm alone, I wondering to go for window shopping la kan! Sambil menyelam minum air! For me, walking alone is a theraphy so I dont mind being alone while entering one shop to another.
After went to Elle, I entered Soda, then I went to Hinode, Jusco, Leather Shop and few other boutiques la. (Aha, dont get wrong ya, not to shop! cuci mate sambil survey price je ;p sigh). After bought something at Bonita, I was walking to the G floor then, my eyes was automatically captured on the 50% less at Hush Puppies Boutiques near by the escalator. Ahak! I'm admiring one design of black shoes there. It's been categorized in a high heel but the heel looks not so high and not so flat (if flat it can be categorized as wedges kan?) so the design for me quit different and the most important thing it's damn comfort and I don't feel any painful when I tried it before. So, looking around the boutique, finally I saw the shoes! OMG, there only 10% less and the actual price is around RM2 hundred something! Nak jejak ke RM3 hundred jugak la, kalau less 10% still around RM2 hundred jugak la..... I thought I can get the shoes around RM1 hundreed or RM99 only! ekekekkekekekke..... Since I had bought a handbag from US this month, so I think better not to buy the shoes otherwise I will stuck, to explain where my money had gone with famy later! (famy knows better about my 'keborosan') ekekekeke.... But, I still have a desire to try the shoes again, when I had done some cat walk in front of the mirror, I tag off la the shoes and wanted to put it back to the display area, and suddenly guess what? Entah macamane la suweynye tangan aku ni, kasut tu terjatuh la pulak dari tingkat display area tu then ter'effect' la pulak kasut2 lain yang di display in the same area there. Gosh... kelam kabut la aku! mengangkat kasut2 yang dah jatuh tu ke tempat asalnya. The worst part, the whole of the people were staring at me! And the salesgirls there pun keep looking at me without helping me to put back the shoes at the proper places. Perhaps, the girls tu shocked kot becos of the hentakan kasut2 tu jatuh were quit loud! Bertambah2 la kemaluan aku ni ha! Malu wooo....... and my mouth never stop to apologize. 'So sorry ya...sorry semua...I x sengaja! Sorry....Sorry........ Sorry'... (sambil tangan tu menyusun semula kasut2 tu) Kuat pulak tu suara aku! aku pun x sure mane aku dpt keberanian ckp mcm tu sedangkan muka ni dah berinci tebalnya malu!
After putting the shoes properly at their places, I immediately take the shoes that I admired tu AGAIN and asked a salegirl there to search for my size (kekonon nk cover malu la). then.......i did a cat walk for the 2nd time (this time with more confidence face ;))...and asked if there is white color stocks? and she said only have black and brown, neither white! then you guys know what was i said? ' hurm, actually i'm searching for a white color la dear, never mind la, nanti i dtg lagi k, thank you'... ha? nanti i dtg lagi k? that words? seem like i was using the wrong words la pulak! aku? nak dtg lagi? malu daaaa ni........
my heart is whispering 'ko ni mmg kalut malut..panicky.....la minah!'.......
sumpah aku sendiri dalam hati!
and the conclusion is I need to realize on the meaning of the word 'kalut' and panicky esspecially those which I had bold tu. (refer to the 1st paragraph) Hahahahha...the meanings are exactly zasshh pointed at me! If I could asked the Kamus Dewan and the Oxford Dic to change the meaning of those words......... should be fine then! sigh ;p
so moral of the story, kalau dah tau diri tu rendah, jangan pepandai nak amik kasut yang di display di tempat yang tinggi tu sendiri, minta tolong pekerja kedai tu amik kan! ha..... after all jadikla nasib mcm aku ni...
Friday, November 28, 2008
convo angah, penang, padang besar & wedding (episode 2)
So..as been promised, here i attached some photos during the story below...
convo's angah......
Alamak! where am I? sorry angah...x bole join!
Alamak! where am I? sorry angah...x bole join!
peace with elisya...'eisya ngantuk arrr auntie'..... 
@t R&R Sg Perak... emil nk wiwi..sempat lagi posing.
Alamak sampai2 terus duk dlm bilik pengantin! ulang tayang nampak!
pengantin n our family......
malam -->lepak dengan aken la plak!
Aderla few lagi pics tapi cam x larat nk upload semua... nanti kite citer panjang lagi k!
@t R&R Sg Perak... emil nk wiwi..sempat lagi posing.
Alamak sampai2 terus duk dlm bilik pengantin! ulang tayang nampak!pengantin n our family......malam -->lepak dengan aken la plak!Aderla few lagi pics tapi cam x larat nk upload semua... nanti kite citer panjang lagi k!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
convo angah, penang, padang besar & wedding (episode 1)
20 Nov 2008
Pagi2 aku g keje naik lrt.. mak aii punya la panjang queue! ni yg becintenye! tapi sbb nk sampai umah awal punye pasai...aku teruskan jugak niat naik lrt. dulu bolehlah bulatkan hati tp sejak harga minyak dah asyik turun ni addicted la plak nak drive ke opis! lgpun parking free maaa! masalahnye kalau aku drive ke opis, mesti nak balik umah pulak masalah! masalah jamm la! KL? mmg da tau la kalau jamm gamaknye macamane! nak2 dua tiga menjak ni ujan je.. kalau ujan makin melarat la pulak jamm nye! Tu yg kadang2 kalau nk sampai umah awal, aku naik lrt je walaupun pagi2beratur punyer la panjang!
aku sampai opis pagi tu mcm biase la buka PC, check2 email n bace paper online! Huhuhuhu, dua tiga hari ni asyik la pulak nak bace kisah Fahrin Ahmad bergaduh dgn Linda Onn, hits tu tajuk berita!pastu bace pasal ayah pin! ekekekekeke... ops jgn salah paham aku bukanlah pengikut kerajaan langit pulak! saje nk update kisah ayah pin n 'kerajaannye'.. sbb aku suke tgk gambo teko kat per'kg'an kerajaanlangit tu... kalau la teh boh buat iklan kat situ mesti iklan tu famous! ekekekekkee..ops!
hurm..keje2 kat opis mcm biase la..esok nk gate 5 so aku la sesibuk mcm polis mintak itu, mintak inifrom segment! pastu nk meng'send' pulak documentation dkt members gate 5! huh, kang boss aku lak mintak itu minta ini.... tp smlm aku tensen sket tgk boss! ekekekeke... stress keje!
tu yg stress2 ni tepat 5.30 pm aku dah kuar opis! nk balik umah awal sbb ibu n ayah nk dtg tido umah! esok angah convo! so kekonon hajat di hati nk singgah pasa mlm, beli ikan ke sayur ke ayam ke nk msk la! tup2 ibu call xyah susah2 masak sbb dieorg plan nk makan dkt rosdet bile sampai KL nanti! cet, taste ayah tau2 je...tiap2 kali g KL mesti nk singgah makan dekat satu restoran area kg baru, sblh KL InternationalHotel tu...
Malam sementara nk tunggu ibu n ayah, aku tunggu2 jugak famy. Famy ckp maybe die sampai KL around 11 to 12 lepas keje shoot terus balik KL, mesti die bawak kete slow2 je... cian laki aku tu! Bile ibu ayah dah sampai, berborak2 then terus bentang tilam n comforter sbb dieorg da sleepy!along n botak pun da tido! tinggal adek je, adek lelepak bilik aku sambil tgk dvd kungfu panda! giler out dated citer tu pun die nk nengok gak! aku ckp kat adek, kalau abg famy balik, adek tido kat hall ok...ekekekekekeke....
sedar2 famy call around 1 am! aku pun da terlelap, adek pun same. Famy call minta buka pintu!aku bukak pintu then terus kejutkan adek tido dekat hall...pastu aku tgk die x naik2 jugak,mengendap la dari balcony tu, nampak die tgh hisap rokok..nak relax2 la dulu tu kot! xpela, aku terus masuk bilik, sambung tido....... ekekekeke...tapi pastu tak jadi nak lelap sbb bile famy masuk bilik..ade je bende lawak yang kiteorg buat so sembang2 duludalam kul 3 jugak la terlelap....ekekekekkee...
21 Nov 2008
Pagi2 kejutkan famy...sbb tgk ibu n ayah dah sesiap dah nak ke convo angah....aku pulak siap2 nk g keje, x boleh cuti da sbb byk da amik cuti ujung2 taun ni so wakilkan famy mujur famy ok jerrr.....
mak aiii awal giler kuar g keje, 6.30 am tu aku kuar umah sbb ibu ayah pun kuar ikut sekali!sampai opis 6.55 am! sangap aku x tau buat ape..so tido je... dalam kul 7.45 am aku terjage sbbs shapiq ajak aku g breakfast!
lepas breakfast aku sesiap smua keje ape yg patut sbb senin da cuti nk g penang! so mood nk buat keje tu terkureng la sikit..ekekekekeke...hajat di hati nak balik awal tp x boleh gak sbb few things kene settle...aku kuar opis 6.30 pm jugaklaa...
sampai umah, kene packing barang semua nk ke penang katekan...tu yg aku cam kelam kabut sket sbb papa ckp nk bertolak kul 3.00 am! gile parah! tp sbb itu plan papa so kiteorg layan kan je laa...aku maleh nk ckp bebyk so siap kemas semua kiteorg lepak umah mama papa sbb senang nak gerak.....
22 Nov 2008
Aku sbrnye ikut family mentua attend wedding sepupu famy dekat bukit mertajam, penang!so lepas check in semua dekat The Summit, penang kiteorg g padang besar, perlis! Dari BM-Perlis makan mase la 2 jam!giler penat famy drive kete...aku nk drive die xnak pulak! ha amik ko...sakit tulang belakang! aku pun x sure apelah yg mak bapak mentua aku kenankan dengan padang besar ni! agknye brg2 dapur die murah kot..... aku nengok rutin percutiaan mak bapak mentua aku byk ke padang besar n langkawi - langkawi n padang besar! ntah ape ntah yg bestnye... pada aku bebiase je la... tp gasakla.. asalkan famy ade, so aku bole lapangkan mase dengan die, itu kire bagus da!
malam balik semula hotel...aken dtg hotel... aken is famy's best friend! die ajak g island tp famydah flat dah....so kiteorg sembang2 je la....
kul 10 memasing da masuk bilik tido......
aku tgk emil cergas lagi nk main cak cak dengan aku.....tp sbb muke aku dah x larat nak layan, along n botak paksa kan jugak budak kecik tu tido........ ekekekekkekekekke
nanti aku attach kan gambo2 mase weeding zaini n gambo2 lain nye mase dekat penang tu k!
Pagi2 aku g keje naik lrt.. mak aii punya la panjang queue! ni yg becintenye! tapi sbb nk sampai umah awal punye pasai...aku teruskan jugak niat naik lrt. dulu bolehlah bulatkan hati tp sejak harga minyak dah asyik turun ni addicted la plak nak drive ke opis! lgpun parking free maaa! masalahnye kalau aku drive ke opis, mesti nak balik umah pulak masalah! masalah jamm la! KL? mmg da tau la kalau jamm gamaknye macamane! nak2 dua tiga menjak ni ujan je.. kalau ujan makin melarat la pulak jamm nye! Tu yg kadang2 kalau nk sampai umah awal, aku naik lrt je walaupun pagi2beratur punyer la panjang!
aku sampai opis pagi tu mcm biase la buka PC, check2 email n bace paper online! Huhuhuhu, dua tiga hari ni asyik la pulak nak bace kisah Fahrin Ahmad bergaduh dgn Linda Onn, hits tu tajuk berita!pastu bace pasal ayah pin! ekekekekeke... ops jgn salah paham aku bukanlah pengikut kerajaan langit pulak! saje nk update kisah ayah pin n 'kerajaannye'.. sbb aku suke tgk gambo teko kat per'kg'an kerajaanlangit tu... kalau la teh boh buat iklan kat situ mesti iklan tu famous! ekekekekkee..ops!
hurm..keje2 kat opis mcm biase la..esok nk gate 5 so aku la sesibuk mcm polis mintak itu, mintak inifrom segment! pastu nk meng'send' pulak documentation dkt members gate 5! huh, kang boss aku lak mintak itu minta ini.... tp smlm aku tensen sket tgk boss! ekekekeke... stress keje!
tu yg stress2 ni tepat 5.30 pm aku dah kuar opis! nk balik umah awal sbb ibu n ayah nk dtg tido umah! esok angah convo! so kekonon hajat di hati nk singgah pasa mlm, beli ikan ke sayur ke ayam ke nk msk la! tup2 ibu call xyah susah2 masak sbb dieorg plan nk makan dkt rosdet bile sampai KL nanti! cet, taste ayah tau2 je...tiap2 kali g KL mesti nk singgah makan dekat satu restoran area kg baru, sblh KL InternationalHotel tu...
Malam sementara nk tunggu ibu n ayah, aku tunggu2 jugak famy. Famy ckp maybe die sampai KL around 11 to 12 lepas keje shoot terus balik KL, mesti die bawak kete slow2 je... cian laki aku tu! Bile ibu ayah dah sampai, berborak2 then terus bentang tilam n comforter sbb dieorg da sleepy!along n botak pun da tido! tinggal adek je, adek lelepak bilik aku sambil tgk dvd kungfu panda! giler out dated citer tu pun die nk nengok gak! aku ckp kat adek, kalau abg famy balik, adek tido kat hall ok...ekekekekekeke....
sedar2 famy call around 1 am! aku pun da terlelap, adek pun same. Famy call minta buka pintu!aku bukak pintu then terus kejutkan adek tido dekat hall...pastu aku tgk die x naik2 jugak,mengendap la dari balcony tu, nampak die tgh hisap rokok..nak relax2 la dulu tu kot! xpela, aku terus masuk bilik, sambung tido....... ekekekeke...tapi pastu tak jadi nak lelap sbb bile famy masuk bilik..ade je bende lawak yang kiteorg buat so sembang2 duludalam kul 3 jugak la terlelap....ekekekekkee...
21 Nov 2008
Pagi2 kejutkan famy...sbb tgk ibu n ayah dah sesiap dah nak ke convo angah....aku pulak siap2 nk g keje, x boleh cuti da sbb byk da amik cuti ujung2 taun ni so wakilkan famy mujur famy ok jerrr.....
mak aiii awal giler kuar g keje, 6.30 am tu aku kuar umah sbb ibu ayah pun kuar ikut sekali!sampai opis 6.55 am! sangap aku x tau buat ape..so tido je... dalam kul 7.45 am aku terjage sbbs shapiq ajak aku g breakfast!
lepas breakfast aku sesiap smua keje ape yg patut sbb senin da cuti nk g penang! so mood nk buat keje tu terkureng la sikit..ekekekekeke...hajat di hati nak balik awal tp x boleh gak sbb few things kene settle...aku kuar opis 6.30 pm jugaklaa...
sampai umah, kene packing barang semua nk ke penang katekan...tu yg aku cam kelam kabut sket sbb papa ckp nk bertolak kul 3.00 am! gile parah! tp sbb itu plan papa so kiteorg layan kan je laa...aku maleh nk ckp bebyk so siap kemas semua kiteorg lepak umah mama papa sbb senang nak gerak.....
22 Nov 2008
Aku sbrnye ikut family mentua attend wedding sepupu famy dekat bukit mertajam, penang!so lepas check in semua dekat The Summit, penang kiteorg g padang besar, perlis! Dari BM-Perlis makan mase la 2 jam!giler penat famy drive kete...aku nk drive die xnak pulak! ha amik ko...sakit tulang belakang! aku pun x sure apelah yg mak bapak mentua aku kenankan dengan padang besar ni! agknye brg2 dapur die murah kot..... aku nengok rutin percutiaan mak bapak mentua aku byk ke padang besar n langkawi - langkawi n padang besar! ntah ape ntah yg bestnye... pada aku bebiase je la... tp gasakla.. asalkan famy ade, so aku bole lapangkan mase dengan die, itu kire bagus da!
malam balik semula hotel...aken dtg hotel... aken is famy's best friend! die ajak g island tp famydah flat dah....so kiteorg sembang2 je la....
kul 10 memasing da masuk bilik tido......
aku tgk emil cergas lagi nk main cak cak dengan aku.....tp sbb muke aku dah x larat nak layan, along n botak paksa kan jugak budak kecik tu tido........ ekekekekkekekekke
nanti aku attach kan gambo2 mase weeding zaini n gambo2 lain nye mase dekat penang tu k!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
terlalu banyak yang 'terrrr'........
Aku selalu buat keputusan yang 'kurang tepat' dalam hidup aku! selalu mcm tu.seingat aku keputusan dalam hidup aku yg betul2 tepat n buat aku bahagia boleh je dikira dgn jari....termasuk keputusan nk kawin dgn famy! aku x penah menyesal kawin dalam usia aku yg baru 25 tahun..cet, 'baru' tu! nmpk je 25 tahun tu usia matang n sesuai untuk berkawin tp pada aku, aku dikira muda n mentah n 'kecik' lagi untuk menjadi isteri org ... skrg pun masih belajar n belajar lagi..... smlm famy tanye aku 'u menyesal ke kawin dgn i? 'jgn tanye aku kenape die tanye soklan mcm tu! aderla beberapa drama insident antara aku dgn famy yg mane aku x boleh reveal kan sebab musabab mcmane pertanyaan mcm tu boleh terkuar dr bibir famy. berbalik kpd cerite asal aku jwb la pelan2 soklan famy tu, aku kate 'menyesal tu tidaklah, i cuma nk perbetulkan ape yg x betul....i xnak la dgn keadaan kite yg serba kurang mcm ni buat kite lg rase kurang!' famy tetap rase aku dingin... tp pergaduhan suami isteri, biasalah... sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula suami isteri.....
tapi overall...aku rase aku terlalu menginginkan yg terbaik dlm kehidupan.. aku nk mcm ni,aku nk mcm tu..bile aku rase org tu bahagia sbb ade A, aku pun nak A... kalau org tu bahagia sbb ade B, aku pun nk B... itu aku..farahida othman, seorg yg mudah terpengaruh!aku teringin sangat nk ajak famy g jejln kat UK, singgah jenguk Karthik, then singgah manchester ke london ke liverpool ke naik subway..sekali la dgn karthik (konon2 la), pastu aku teringin pulak next yearnye nak ke bandung, bole singgah kedai tas yg mcm iqa n ijat citerkan mase dieorg shopping handbag dkt sane..bau leathernye oriiii .. pastu next year nye pulak aku teringin nak ikut style tawaf n tosh jenjalan g paris, transit kejap dr kl-dubai pastu dubai-london, london-barcelona, bercelona terus ke paris... nk balik msia singgah transit dkt emirates kejap..wah, teringin nk makan kebab die, mcm best la pulak (tgk dlm travel & living channel mcm menarik!) hehehhe....wa wa wa... teringin sgt aku nk travel mcm tu! ini jgn ckp nak ke bandung!UK!Bercelona! Paris konon... nak ke sabah tu pun, planning dari 2 bulan lepas x pegi2 jugak.... sungguhla sadis!
just be possitive je la cik fara oiii... ingt sikit laki ko bukan mcm laki org lain! keje die x menentu! ko pun tentu x smpai hati nk g berjalan dgn kwn2 bujang ko tinggalkan laki ko kat tmpt keje die tu sorang2 kan! ko enjoy2...die? mati2 carik duit untuk ko enjoy??nk mcm tu?? sigh:o
mintak simpang la mak oiii... xnak la mcm tu! aku tetap isteri orang. aku sedar aku milik org, xkan la aku nk berlagak mcm bukan isteri org, x gitu! selagi bernyawa, aku sedar batas2 aku sbg seorg isteri.....
itulah bile terlalu banyak 'terrrrrrrrrrr' nye.. aku pun mcm mat jenin dan labu2nye....:0
tapi overall...aku rase aku terlalu menginginkan yg terbaik dlm kehidupan.. aku nk mcm ni,aku nk mcm tu..bile aku rase org tu bahagia sbb ade A, aku pun nak A... kalau org tu bahagia sbb ade B, aku pun nk B... itu aku..farahida othman, seorg yg mudah terpengaruh!aku teringin sangat nk ajak famy g jejln kat UK, singgah jenguk Karthik, then singgah manchester ke london ke liverpool ke naik subway..sekali la dgn karthik (konon2 la), pastu aku teringin pulak next yearnye nak ke bandung, bole singgah kedai tas yg mcm iqa n ijat citerkan mase dieorg shopping handbag dkt sane..bau leathernye oriiii .. pastu next year nye pulak aku teringin nak ikut style tawaf n tosh jenjalan g paris, transit kejap dr kl-dubai pastu dubai-london, london-barcelona, bercelona terus ke paris... nk balik msia singgah transit dkt emirates kejap..wah, teringin nk makan kebab die, mcm best la pulak (tgk dlm travel & living channel mcm menarik!) hehehhe....wa wa wa... teringin sgt aku nk travel mcm tu! ini jgn ckp nak ke bandung!UK!Bercelona! Paris konon... nak ke sabah tu pun, planning dari 2 bulan lepas x pegi2 jugak.... sungguhla sadis!
just be possitive je la cik fara oiii... ingt sikit laki ko bukan mcm laki org lain! keje die x menentu! ko pun tentu x smpai hati nk g berjalan dgn kwn2 bujang ko tinggalkan laki ko kat tmpt keje die tu sorang2 kan! ko enjoy2...die? mati2 carik duit untuk ko enjoy??nk mcm tu?? sigh:o
mintak simpang la mak oiii... xnak la mcm tu! aku tetap isteri orang. aku sedar aku milik org, xkan la aku nk berlagak mcm bukan isteri org, x gitu! selagi bernyawa, aku sedar batas2 aku sbg seorg isteri.....
itulah bile terlalu banyak 'terrrrrrrrrrr' nye.. aku pun mcm mat jenin dan labu2nye....:0
Monday, November 17, 2008
reception was over!
lega...semua hal 'kawin mawin' ni da habis.. it's over... and we can concerntrate more towards future... 
Monday, November 10, 2008
thanks to hubby
sayang... thanks for the lovely present...... so useful for my backbones and can release all the painful along the day :)
thank u so much for make me comfort.....
thank u so much for make me comfort.....
Monday, November 3, 2008
some motivation.....
sekarang baru aku tahu apa itu
erti kesabaran
erti pengorbanan
erti ingin menyintai
erti ingin memiliki
erti kesepian
Tuhan tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku dengan suami.....
Tuhan beri aku kekuatan itu....
Tak semua orang boleh hidup macam aku....
Tuhan pilih aku....
Mesti DIA tahu aku seorang yang kuat dan tabah terima dugaan ini, kan?
Mesti DIA tahu aku boleh dan aku kuat.....
DIA mesti tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku dengan suami....
ya... DIA tahu.....
erti kesabaran
erti pengorbanan
erti ingin menyintai
erti ingin memiliki
erti kesepian
Tuhan tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku dengan suami.....
Tuhan beri aku kekuatan itu....
Tak semua orang boleh hidup macam aku....
Tuhan pilih aku....
Mesti DIA tahu aku seorang yang kuat dan tabah terima dugaan ini, kan?
Mesti DIA tahu aku boleh dan aku kuat.....
DIA mesti tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku dengan suami....
ya... DIA tahu.....
Thursday, August 14, 2008
the birthday celebrations
Thanks to Shafiq and Sara coz willing to accompany me yesterday when I was alone celebrating my 25- birthday! Perfect party @ Pizza Hut Bangsar! Hahahahahahaha.....
Farahida...Happy Birthday! Sweet-25...unbeliavable you are being a wife!!!!
Farahida...Happy Birthday! Sweet-25...unbeliavable you are being a wife!!!!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
in an island
In an island....
I thot only you and me
Spending time preciously
Only both of us....
Peacefully.... Happily...
In an island...
The first night was interupted
by a big big big lizard
named KIKO....
Very funnny!
In an island
The second night was interupted
by parent in-laws
Very............
(I'm thinking on an exact word...but I can't)
It's felt like a hot boiled water accidentally spilled on my body.
I thot only you and me
Spending time preciously
Only both of us....
Peacefully.... Happily...
In an island...
The first night was interupted
by a big big big lizard
named KIKO....
Very funnny!
In an island
The second night was interupted
by parent in-laws
Very............
(I'm thinking on an exact word...but I can't)
It's felt like a hot boiled water accidentally spilled on my body.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
clumsy me
One day when my father in-laws used to say me a very clumsy girl, I was totally disagreed. Ya, I am clumsy, but not a very clumsy... It’s just happened rarely (I mean the clumsiness), I think everybody have this 'clumsiness'. So, it's natural! It’s just because of you are unlucky on that time. My theory said the clumsiness is something to reflect with luck. *ngee*
But today I have to change my interpretation towards this bad attitude which reflects in my sector of mind. It was happened this morning, when I was getting ready to go to work. Unfortunately, I left my house key in the car, while the gate had been locked nicely with the pad-lock. I pat my forehead and screaming 'Oh gosh...How come I'm very forgetful!'. I forgot to take out my key in the car dashboard yesterday as I need to hold a 7 month Emil and brought his little baby bag in the other hand. And then right away I called Botak and Along, asking for the extra key but they dont have. I can't think anymore on that time, just hoping to take EL or MC. But.. I don't want to stay home alone.. Immediately, I went to the balcony area, standing there and shouting for a help from a Pakcik, at the Guard House in front of my block. No answer... Suddenly, I was thinking to get the favor from papa... After called papa and talked to him in rushing way, he came to my apartment 5 minutes later (luckily papa's house around 1.5km from mine)With his clear bold head, kain pelikat and white T-shirt Langkawi, he staring me panicking (who is standing glumly in the corner at balcony).
But today I have to change my interpretation towards this bad attitude which reflects in my sector of mind. It was happened this morning, when I was getting ready to go to work. Unfortunately, I left my house key in the car, while the gate had been locked nicely with the pad-lock. I pat my forehead and screaming 'Oh gosh...How come I'm very forgetful!'. I forgot to take out my key in the car dashboard yesterday as I need to hold a 7 month Emil and brought his little baby bag in the other hand. And then right away I called Botak and Along, asking for the extra key but they dont have. I can't think anymore on that time, just hoping to take EL or MC. But.. I don't want to stay home alone.. Immediately, I went to the balcony area, standing there and shouting for a help from a Pakcik, at the Guard House in front of my block. No answer... Suddenly, I was thinking to get the favor from papa... After called papa and talked to him in rushing way, he came to my apartment 5 minutes later (luckily papa's house around 1.5km from mine)With his clear bold head, kain pelikat and white T-shirt Langkawi, he staring me panicking (who is standing glumly in the corner at balcony).
'Apasal? Kenape?' Papa shouted from the down car park area.
'Sorry papa, susahkan pa, fara tak boleh kuar g keje sbb pintu pagar dah kunci. Kunci rumah pulak dalam kereta! Nak minta tolong papa amikkan kunci rumah dalam kereta.'
I can see clearly under the early morning glow, papa smiled meaningful, full with sensation and cynical.
'Yes papa, you are right!' I whispered to come clean myself.
Now then I should and must admit that I actually having another bad pattern of attitudes of being a clumsy and forgetful person.
Friday, July 25, 2008
sleeping beauty...
Aku happy sangat2 bile dapat call from Famy, saying that he will coming back to KL after finish some works at Kerteh. Huh, balik office je aku bergegas ke car wash, cuci kereta sbb xnak Famy complaint kereta macam mesin bajak tanah, berselut & berhabuk! Lepas tu, aku sms papa kalau2 papa nk kirim beli dinner seen aku tau papa tak mungkin akan keluar rumah bila mama tengah demam. Kesian mama, dah dua hari demam panas ;(. Papa replied sms asked me to buy bihun goreng and nasi daging merah plus teh ais. Hahaha.. aku tau part teh ais mesti menu mira! Singgah 7E nak belikan mama air badak n air asam jawa. Alamak penuh pulak tangan aku dengan beg plastik, cepat2 aku lari ke car wash, dengan harapan kereta aku yang genit molek itu dah siap dicuci n divacuum... Lol! Rupenye x siap lagi!
Lepas 5 minit tunggu, aku pun drive ke rumah mentua, hantar dinner n sembang2 ape yang patut.... Papa asked me to sleep there. Aku bgtau x boleh sbb nak amik Famy nanti, tp actually I really dont want! Ape yg Famy ckp malam tadi mmg aku tengah praktiskan..... I'm trying ok sayang! On the way balik apartment, aku singgah dobi dulu amik baju. Dari jauh Kak Shidah tersenyum senyum tengok aku.
"Dry cleaning amik sabtu boleh, Jumaat akak tutup la Fara!"
Aku sengeh "Xpe kak!"
Lepas bayar semua n sembang sikit2 dengan Kak Shida, aku pun balik apartment.
Sampai rumah, aku tgk rumah kosong. Oh ye lupe, mama bgtau tadi Along & Botak pergi Giant beli barang! Aku pandang jam, oh 24hb! Padanlaaa...gaji masuk!
Lepas mandi...aku kemas2 bilik, letak perfume, tukar cadar and lipat baju2 yang dah lame dekat hanger. Err... aku rase baju2 terhanger tu nampak lagi cantik kalau tak berlipat kot (bole pakai tak alasan tu?) Ha... nampak bilik kemas & wangi.... Aku dah dengar suara emil, aku keluar bilik tengok Botak & Along tengah sibuk menyusun2 barang. Aku ambil Emil yang sedang merangkak2 tu n main2 dengan dia. Bukan main suke budak kecik tu bile perempuan amik die! hahahha... kecik2 lagi dah gatal! Aku x sembang ape sangat dengan Botak & Along. Mcm malas lah nk friendly sgt semalam. I'm just tired...tired n tired....
Aku masuk bilik around 10, and took a nap first dekat tilam.... haaa.. sempat jugak save alarm dkt hfone. Aku bgtau dekat diri sendiri, ' By 11.00 I must wake up!'
1 jam kemudian....
Alarm berbunyi mengejutkan lena aku yang entah beberapa minit je tu. Aku belek2 hfone, tgk2 kalau ade sms n miss called Famy. Kosong. Aku tutup mata semula... ' 5 minit lagi aku bangun la', bisik aku dalam hati.
Entah berapa jam kemudian....
Aku rasakan semacam sentuhan menyentuh pipiku, disusuli dengan usapan di rerambut.... Aku tersenyum tapi mataku masih enggan membuka. Hahahaha.... Alangkah indahnya mimpi itu. Tiba2 aku terdengar seseorang berdehem. Segera aku buka mata. Alangkah terperanjatnya aku. Wajah dan tubuh suamiku terlakar di depan mata. OMG!
"Abg bila sampai? Sape jemput abg? Kenapa x call syg dulu?" Aku terbangun menggosok-gosok mataku.
Famy kelihatan tersenyum tenang. "Cuba syg check hfone?" Suaranya perlahan, tiada nada2 geram atau bengang dan raut mukanya juga sedang tersenyum lebar. Marahkan dia dengan ku?
Aku tgk hfone, ade 9 miss called and 1 sms. Semuanya dari suamiku. Aku menepuk dahi. Tengok jam dah pukul 12.30 tengahmalam! Again OMG!
Kelam kabut aku minta maaf dengan suamiku itu...
"Honey, I'm so sorry... serious abg..syg minta ampun sgt2, Sumpah syg x sedar langsung bunyi fone n sms.... Tadi mmg nak naping kejap je x sangka terlajak pula... Abg I'm really really sorry.. Ampun sgt2 abg...."
Famy peluk aku dan satu kucupan hinggap di dahi...
"Its ok syg, I know you tired! Abg naik teksi je tadi, Its ok... xde masalah..."
Ha, naik teksi?? Alahai........ Sedihnya aku dengar!
"Abg........................"
Segera Famy memotong kata-kataku.... " Dahla syg, I'm ok... abg dahaga la, syg buatkan nescafe ek, abg nak mandi dulu." Famy senyum lagi sambil mencapai towelnya menuju bilik air.
Aku mengangguk dengan berlapis-lapis perasaan serba salah dan marah dengan diri sendiri. Malu pun iyer.....
Abang... Seriously, syg betul2 tak sedar.... Syg minta maaf ek tak bangun amik abg dekat Putra.. Maaf ya abg.....
~/: Apehal lah aku boleh overslept la pulak!'
Lepas 5 minit tunggu, aku pun drive ke rumah mentua, hantar dinner n sembang2 ape yang patut.... Papa asked me to sleep there. Aku bgtau x boleh sbb nak amik Famy nanti, tp actually I really dont want! Ape yg Famy ckp malam tadi mmg aku tengah praktiskan..... I'm trying ok sayang! On the way balik apartment, aku singgah dobi dulu amik baju. Dari jauh Kak Shidah tersenyum senyum tengok aku.
"Dry cleaning amik sabtu boleh, Jumaat akak tutup la Fara!"
Aku sengeh "Xpe kak!"
Lepas bayar semua n sembang sikit2 dengan Kak Shida, aku pun balik apartment.
Sampai rumah, aku tgk rumah kosong. Oh ye lupe, mama bgtau tadi Along & Botak pergi Giant beli barang! Aku pandang jam, oh 24hb! Padanlaaa...gaji masuk!
Lepas mandi...aku kemas2 bilik, letak perfume, tukar cadar and lipat baju2 yang dah lame dekat hanger. Err... aku rase baju2 terhanger tu nampak lagi cantik kalau tak berlipat kot (bole pakai tak alasan tu?) Ha... nampak bilik kemas & wangi.... Aku dah dengar suara emil, aku keluar bilik tengok Botak & Along tengah sibuk menyusun2 barang. Aku ambil Emil yang sedang merangkak2 tu n main2 dengan dia. Bukan main suke budak kecik tu bile perempuan amik die! hahahha... kecik2 lagi dah gatal! Aku x sembang ape sangat dengan Botak & Along. Mcm malas lah nk friendly sgt semalam. I'm just tired...tired n tired....
Aku masuk bilik around 10, and took a nap first dekat tilam.... haaa.. sempat jugak save alarm dkt hfone. Aku bgtau dekat diri sendiri, ' By 11.00 I must wake up!'
1 jam kemudian....
Alarm berbunyi mengejutkan lena aku yang entah beberapa minit je tu. Aku belek2 hfone, tgk2 kalau ade sms n miss called Famy. Kosong. Aku tutup mata semula... ' 5 minit lagi aku bangun la', bisik aku dalam hati.
Entah berapa jam kemudian....
Aku rasakan semacam sentuhan menyentuh pipiku, disusuli dengan usapan di rerambut.... Aku tersenyum tapi mataku masih enggan membuka. Hahahaha.... Alangkah indahnya mimpi itu. Tiba2 aku terdengar seseorang berdehem. Segera aku buka mata. Alangkah terperanjatnya aku. Wajah dan tubuh suamiku terlakar di depan mata. OMG!
"Abg bila sampai? Sape jemput abg? Kenapa x call syg dulu?" Aku terbangun menggosok-gosok mataku.
Famy kelihatan tersenyum tenang. "Cuba syg check hfone?" Suaranya perlahan, tiada nada2 geram atau bengang dan raut mukanya juga sedang tersenyum lebar. Marahkan dia dengan ku?
Aku tgk hfone, ade 9 miss called and 1 sms. Semuanya dari suamiku. Aku menepuk dahi. Tengok jam dah pukul 12.30 tengahmalam! Again OMG!
Kelam kabut aku minta maaf dengan suamiku itu...
"Honey, I'm so sorry... serious abg..syg minta ampun sgt2, Sumpah syg x sedar langsung bunyi fone n sms.... Tadi mmg nak naping kejap je x sangka terlajak pula... Abg I'm really really sorry.. Ampun sgt2 abg...."
Famy peluk aku dan satu kucupan hinggap di dahi...
"Its ok syg, I know you tired! Abg naik teksi je tadi, Its ok... xde masalah..."
Ha, naik teksi?? Alahai........ Sedihnya aku dengar!
"Abg........................"
Segera Famy memotong kata-kataku.... " Dahla syg, I'm ok... abg dahaga la, syg buatkan nescafe ek, abg nak mandi dulu." Famy senyum lagi sambil mencapai towelnya menuju bilik air.
Aku mengangguk dengan berlapis-lapis perasaan serba salah dan marah dengan diri sendiri. Malu pun iyer.....
Abang... Seriously, syg betul2 tak sedar.... Syg minta maaf ek tak bangun amik abg dekat Putra.. Maaf ya abg.....
~/: Apehal lah aku boleh overslept la pulak!'
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
facial expression and body language
' When is your family day?' he asked
' Perhaps on 23rd or 31st, ntahlah I pun x sure!' she answered
' If 23rd thats might be in this week jugak kan?' I interupted
'23rd August la... 23rd July is tommorow!' her face was creased and they were smilling cynical each other!
They were laughed and jeered me!
Is that funny?
My journey in this group will always make me as a clown.
I should stop this!
' Perhaps on 23rd or 31st, ntahlah I pun x sure!' she answered
' If 23rd thats might be in this week jugak kan?' I interupted
'23rd August la... 23rd July is tommorow!' her face was creased and they were smilling cynical each other!
They were laughed and jeered me!
Is that funny?
My journey in this group will always make me as a clown.
I should stop this!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
secret recipe
One day, I asked one kakak in my office (dah nak pencen la) how did she and her husband still stay and look like a romantic couple even they have been married for over 20 years. What is the secret for their happiness? She summed it up in 3 words - love, respect and communication. Loving each other as our own bodies, respecting each other as the Quran sets out for us, and communicating everything so that there is never any confusion with anything (and this avoids arguing too!!).
Now, I still smile when remembering what did she said to me.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
wanted vs wantod
Yesterday, I was watching 'wanted' with my long-lasting frenz ever, hehehe, 'adik'! For those who don't have any plan for the weekend, I recommend you to watch this thriller movie. I give 4.5 stars for this movie. 
Superb!
And don't forget to watch also the next coming movie, 'wanted vs wantod' in cinemas on August 2008! Hahahahahahahhahaha
WANTED VS. WANTOD
pst:// jgn mara ek, gurau2 je!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
my bad day ;(
So malu.... I think yesterday was my unlucky day! Dahlah lambat, touch n go pulak buat hal! Plus terjadi la pulak satu insiden yang cukup mengharukan lagi menyedihkan! Jeng..jeng... The story began when I was walking from the lrt station to enter the office lobby, so happened my right leg was stepped on accidentally to the kain of my baju kurung (Terajin la pulak semlm nk pakai baju kurung) and gedebuk........ Ya Allah...so painful... I was fell down at the road near by the junction. So malu and so sakittttttttttt.... Only Allah knows the 'pain' I suffered on that time. I cant even woke up and standing usually. A lady came to help me to stand and one of the pakcik there tried to massage my left knee seen I cant standing properly. Guess what? Jammed la pulak tepi junction tu. Everybody was staring and looking at me.. They were whispering each other.. 'Kesian budak tu jatuh terjelepuk!'...'Dahlah pakai baju kurung, pakai heels lagi mmg padanlah jatuh!'..... 'Ala kelakarla plak minah ni tergolek'.....'Mcm nangka busuk jatuh!'... bla...bla..bla... I was thinking that they might putting me off with the kind of words while looking at me... So embarrassed! However...when experienced how nice the kakak and the pakcik are, automatically my heart and soul become calm and relieved. Alhamdulliah, the people there didnt dare to watch me terkontang kanting to stand up properly. Fuh, about 10 minutes there, I managed to walk slowly by myself entering to the office. Walking so slow like a snail make me wanna cry once more! When I reached my department, I went to Sara's cubical, asking her to check my injury because I can felt the bleeding at my right leg. Surprisingly to see my lutut penuh dengan darah. Sara gave me the tissue and asked me to wipe the blood. Pedihnye! Dah lama x luka mcm ni. Last time I remember my injury was almost the past 10 years when my left leg tricked by the motorcyle's exhaust. Hahahahaha... Berbekas lagila kaki aku!
At last... i was taking an half day seen the painful keep dag dig dug until it spoiled my concentration towards work. Fahmie pick me up around 3 pm and we just lepak lepak dekat rumah....
Guest what? Around 8 pm, we went to OU to watch movie just to celebrate 1st month wedding anniversary... Hahaha.. Suddenly, i felt my leg was super duper ok last night...
and yet today it become painful and painful...... I'm thinking now to take mc or not ;)
Monday, June 16, 2008
the engagement and the bad feeling to share...
Hurm..in the last blog I did mentioned about Fahmie's return to KL. The best part he is spending the whole week in KL seen he has to attend the seminar at The Summit. Oh, cool! The weekend was good, enjoyable as well as terrible....
the good is - we manage to spend the weekend at kampung. Balik kampung with suami?! What you expect? Everyone wants to know how marriage has changed our life? Hakikatnya still the same. Macam zaman2 bercinta jugak but the kerinduan burst deeply than before la! sigh* On top of that, we spent a day to visit my atok at kampung, seronok melayan ckp2 atok.. see the picture!
cute kan my atok? I think his weight around 30 something kg je kot.. so ringan! Dah suruh dah makan banyak, anak2 die siap beli supplement lagi tp still taknak makan... xpelah.. yang penting we all love you atok! Ok.. finish talking about the merrier part...
The enjoyable one is because of the celebration of angah's engagement. Angah is the second sister after me in the family. So exciting...even we were not celebrating it grandly, but the excitement is still there. There are only ayah, ibu, myself, Fahmie, adik, kak ija, abg ghani and few of our neighbours. Tak ramai, dalam 10 orang je kot! Let's share the picture...
Ops sorry...tak banyak la plak pictures yang I ambil hari tu.. Later on la ek, I'll share with you all... Hope angah will be happier after having a fiance. hehehhehe
Hurm...should I share the terrible one? Let's think....
hurmmmmmm.....Have you ever feel the obvious gap with your own mother after you're married? I have... and it's a terrible feeling to have!
What have I done? Anything goes wrong? Did I've behave badly to you? Please..please talk to me... Tell me....Correct me....
Today I'm going to sms ibu once again.. Lets try whether she wants to reply or not....
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Ops!
No more tears... semalam Fahmie call bgtau nak balik hari ni n asked me to pick him up at putra... okla mcm tu.. terus senyummmmmmm sampai ke telinga.......
Being a long-distance couple is not easy as you think. Patient and prays are the key of the strength. Every night the tears come and come... It's just hard situation especially for me who decided to get married earlier. Menyesal? Never... X pernah terlintas pun nak menyesal dengan perkahwinan ini. Nauzubillah.. x pernah... Perkahwinan is something yang baik.. Tak sesuaii nak menyesal. Even after the niqah that day, I was cried n cried reading all the lafaz taqlid.. And the emotion is still the same until now... And I believe Fahmie feel the same things too.... Kerinduaan..kerinduan...dan kerinduan....
Oklah..xnak sedih sedih lagi...
Just nak share my experience as a long-distance wife.. Guess what I never been experienced the real responsibility as a wife. Cooking, washing, cleaning, preparing breakfast, gardening....and all that a wife should do and must do. I hope to do that when he come back home tonight! (seen after niqah, we never met up!). My only routines are the waiting, the reminding bit, longing, quarreling on the phone, jealousy.... I enjoyed every second of it though I must say there were times that I didn't. Ahakzzzz... I'm sure all the wives out there enjoy carrying the responsibilities. Kan? Jangan lupa share nanti ok!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
No one....
I feel so lonely, terrible, sad, depressing, miserable, lost and longing........
Tears come from my eyes....
Tears come from my eyes....
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Burst!
This week is moving so slow as I realized that he is not around for 3 days around. God, I miss him....
The last argumentation was ended with laughed, teased, hugs and kisses! We spent the whole weekend together at PD and went back to Kerteh! I feel so pleased and joyful! ~arrrrrggggg.....damn miss him~
Impatient to wait his return next week! ;)
The last argumentation was ended with laughed, teased, hugs and kisses! We spent the whole weekend together at PD and went back to Kerteh! I feel so pleased and joyful! ~arrrrrggggg.....damn miss him~
Impatient to wait his return next week! ;)
Friday, May 30, 2008
dont be cry baby mom!
Last night we were disputed about a small thing! About the car roadtax! which I put it under my important list to-do, neither him!
"Am I look annoying when asking you about a car roadtax, hurm hubby??"
Slowly, it hurting me inside though I damply miss him...and I believe he's feel the same thing too!
Again I'll be a mummy's cry baby girl!;(
"Am I look annoying when asking you about a car roadtax, hurm hubby??"
Slowly, it hurting me inside though I damply miss him...and I believe he's feel the same thing too!
Again I'll be a mummy's cry baby girl!;(
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
new life...new hope..
Today is even 12 days I be a wife to a man. A man that I loved most! A man that I believed to be a good husband to me...
When I went back to KL after marriage, there was no change at all. There has been a normal flow before and after marriage. Everyone wants to know how marriage has changed my life :)
Nothing has changed at all. Life has been one smooth flow. And though I didn’t plan such a marriage, I wouldn’t want it any other way!
Normally, after marriage when two unknown person start staying together naturally a kind of bonding develops between them. And when you start spending time together, understand each other's need and being more committed to each other love is bound to happen. But in my case, even me and hubby did not stay together and rarely spending time together, yet we still understand and committed to each other. That what he said last night, 'sayang, i dont even have the lust to any women here unless if i am with u!'
Perhaps, because of this long distance makes our love truly strong until we decided to end the relationship with marriage.
Ibu used to say this to me before I was taking pledge to be his wife.
Grr...26 years is highly different compare to 12 days around! Ibu and ayah are much more loving and be the best couple in front of my eyes now...^_^
Allah...pleaseeee, bless this marriage and put me among those who are patient! amin~
When I went back to KL after marriage, there was no change at all. There has been a normal flow before and after marriage. Everyone wants to know how marriage has changed my life :)
Nothing has changed at all. Life has been one smooth flow. And though I didn’t plan such a marriage, I wouldn’t want it any other way!
Normally, after marriage when two unknown person start staying together naturally a kind of bonding develops between them. And when you start spending time together, understand each other's need and being more committed to each other love is bound to happen. But in my case, even me and hubby did not stay together and rarely spending time together, yet we still understand and committed to each other. That what he said last night, 'sayang, i dont even have the lust to any women here unless if i am with u!'
Perhaps, because of this long distance makes our love truly strong until we decided to end the relationship with marriage.
Ibu used to say this to me before I was taking pledge to be his wife.
'Along, you should be his mirror image. Even both of you did not stay together, you must always be patient and patient and patient! Look at me! U know ayah very well right! See, what happen now after 26 years I put all my patience towards him?'
Grr...26 years is highly different compare to 12 days around! Ibu and ayah are much more loving and be the best couple in front of my eyes now...^_^
Allah...pleaseeee, bless this marriage and put me among those who are patient! amin~
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