Friday, May 30, 2008

dont be cry baby mom!

Last night we were disputed about a small thing! About the car roadtax! which I put it under my important list to-do, neither him!

"Am I look annoying when asking you about a car roadtax, hurm hubby??"

Slowly, it hurting me inside though I damply miss him...and I believe he's feel the same thing too!
Again I'll be a mummy's cry baby girl!;(

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

new life...new hope..

Today is even 12 days I be a wife to a man. A man that I loved most! A man that I believed to be a good husband to me...

When I went back to KL after marriage, there was no change at all. There has been a normal flow before and after marriage. Everyone wants to know how marriage has changed my life :)




Nothing has changed at all. Life has been one smooth flow. And though I didn’t plan such a marriage, I wouldn’t want it any other way!







Normally, after marriage when two unknown person start staying together naturally a kind of bonding develops between them. And when you start spending time together, understand each other's need and being more committed to each other love is bound to happen. But in my case, even me and hubby did not stay together and rarely spending time together, yet we still understand and committed to each other. That what he said last night, 'sayang, i dont even have the lust to any women here unless if i am with u!'



Perhaps, because of this long distance makes our love truly strong until we decided to end the relationship with marriage.




Ibu used to say this to me before I was taking pledge to be his wife.




'Along, you should be his mirror image. Even both of you did not stay together, you must always be patient and patient and patient! Look at me! U know ayah very well right! See, what happen now after 26 years I put all my patience towards him?'



Grr...26 years is highly different compare to 12 days around! Ibu and ayah are much more loving and be the best couple in front of my eyes now...^_^





Allah...pleaseeee, bless this marriage and put me among those who are patient! amin~