clumsy me

One day when my father in-laws used to say me a very clumsy girl, I was totally disagreed. Ya, I am clumsy, but not a very clumsy... It’s just happened rarely (I mean the clumsiness), I think everybody have this 'clumsiness'. So, it's natural! It’s just because of you are unlucky on that time. My theory said the clumsiness is something to reflect with luck. *ngee*
But today I have to change my interpretation towards this bad attitude which reflects in my sector of mind. It was happened this morning, when I was getting ready to go to work. Unfortunately, I left my house key in the car, while the gate had been locked nicely with the pad-lock. I pat my forehead and screaming 'Oh gosh...How come I'm very forgetful!'. I forgot to take out my key in the car dashboard yesterday as I need to hold a 7 month Emil and brought his little baby bag in the other hand. And then right away I called Botak and Along, asking for the extra key but they dont have. I can't think anymore on that time, just hoping to take EL or MC. But.. I don't want to stay home alone.. Immediately, I went to the balcony area, standing there and shouting for a help from a Pakcik, at the Guard House in front of my block. No answer... Suddenly, I was thinking to get the favor from papa... After called papa and talked to him in rushing way, he came to my apartment 5 minutes later (luckily papa's house around 1.5km from mine)With his clear bold head, kain pelikat and white T-shirt Langkawi, he staring me panicking (who is standing glumly in the corner at balcony).

'Apasal? Kenape?' Papa shouted from the down car park area.

'Sorry papa, susahkan pa, fara tak boleh kuar g keje sbb pintu pagar dah kunci. Kunci rumah pulak dalam kereta! Nak minta tolong papa amikkan kunci rumah dalam kereta.'

I can see clearly under the early morning glow, papa smiled meaningful, full with sensation and cynical.

'Yes papa, you are right!' I whispered to come clean myself.

Now then I should and must admit that I actually having another bad pattern of attitudes of being a clumsy and forgetful person.

sleeping beauty...

Aku happy sangat2 bile dapat call from Famy, saying that he will coming back to KL after finish some works at Kerteh. Huh, balik office je aku bergegas ke car wash, cuci kereta sbb xnak Famy complaint kereta macam mesin bajak tanah, berselut & berhabuk! Lepas tu, aku sms papa kalau2 papa nk kirim beli dinner seen aku tau papa tak mungkin akan keluar rumah bila mama tengah demam. Kesian mama, dah dua hari demam panas ;(. Papa replied sms asked me to buy bihun goreng and nasi daging merah plus teh ais. Hahaha.. aku tau part teh ais mesti menu mira! Singgah 7E nak belikan mama air badak n air asam jawa. Alamak penuh pulak tangan aku dengan beg plastik, cepat2 aku lari ke car wash, dengan harapan kereta aku yang genit molek itu dah siap dicuci n divacuum... Lol! Rupenye x siap lagi!

Lepas 5 minit tunggu, aku pun drive ke rumah mentua, hantar dinner n sembang2 ape yang patut.... Papa asked me to sleep there. Aku bgtau x boleh sbb nak amik Famy nanti, tp actually I really dont want! Ape yg Famy ckp malam tadi mmg aku tengah praktiskan..... I'm trying ok sayang! On the way balik apartment, aku singgah dobi dulu amik baju. Dari jauh Kak Shidah tersenyum senyum tengok aku.
"Dry cleaning amik sabtu boleh, Jumaat akak tutup la Fara!"
Aku sengeh "Xpe kak!"
Lepas bayar semua n sembang sikit2 dengan Kak Shida, aku pun balik apartment.
Sampai rumah, aku tgk rumah kosong. Oh ye lupe, mama bgtau tadi Along & Botak pergi Giant beli barang! Aku pandang jam, oh 24hb! Padanlaaa...gaji masuk!
Lepas mandi...aku kemas2 bilik, letak perfume, tukar cadar and lipat baju2 yang dah lame dekat hanger. Err... aku rase baju2 terhanger tu nampak lagi cantik kalau tak berlipat kot (bole pakai tak alasan tu?) Ha... nampak bilik kemas & wangi.... Aku dah dengar suara emil, aku keluar bilik tengok Botak & Along tengah sibuk menyusun2 barang. Aku ambil Emil yang sedang merangkak2 tu n main2 dengan dia. Bukan main suke budak kecik tu bile perempuan amik die! hahahha... kecik2 lagi dah gatal! Aku x sembang ape sangat dengan Botak & Along. Mcm malas lah nk friendly sgt semalam. I'm just tired...tired n tired....
Aku masuk bilik around 10, and took a nap first dekat tilam.... haaa.. sempat jugak save alarm dkt hfone. Aku bgtau dekat diri sendiri, ' By 11.00 I must wake up!'

1 jam kemudian....

Alarm berbunyi mengejutkan lena aku yang entah beberapa minit je tu. Aku belek2 hfone, tgk2 kalau ade sms n miss called Famy. Kosong. Aku tutup mata semula... ' 5 minit lagi aku bangun la', bisik aku dalam hati.

Entah berapa jam kemudian....
Aku rasakan semacam sentuhan menyentuh pipiku, disusuli dengan usapan di rerambut.... Aku tersenyum tapi mataku masih enggan membuka. Hahahaha.... Alangkah indahnya mimpi itu. Tiba2 aku terdengar seseorang berdehem. Segera aku buka mata. Alangkah terperanjatnya aku. Wajah dan tubuh suamiku terlakar di depan mata. OMG!
"Abg bila sampai? Sape jemput abg? Kenapa x call syg dulu?" Aku terbangun menggosok-gosok mataku.
Famy kelihatan tersenyum tenang. "Cuba syg check hfone?" Suaranya perlahan, tiada nada2 geram atau bengang dan raut mukanya juga sedang tersenyum lebar. Marahkan dia dengan ku?
Aku tgk hfone, ade 9 miss called and 1 sms. Semuanya dari suamiku. Aku menepuk dahi. Tengok jam dah pukul 12.30 tengahmalam! Again OMG!
Kelam kabut aku minta maaf dengan suamiku itu...
"Honey, I'm so sorry... serious abg..syg minta ampun sgt2, Sumpah syg x sedar langsung bunyi fone n sms.... Tadi mmg nak naping kejap je x sangka terlajak pula... Abg I'm really really sorry.. Ampun sgt2 abg...."
Famy peluk aku dan satu kucupan hinggap di dahi...
"Its ok syg, I know you tired! Abg naik teksi je tadi, Its ok... xde masalah..."
Ha, naik teksi?? Alahai........ Sedihnya aku dengar!
"Abg........................"
Segera Famy memotong kata-kataku.... " Dahla syg, I'm ok... abg dahaga la, syg buatkan nescafe ek, abg nak mandi dulu." Famy senyum lagi sambil mencapai towelnya menuju bilik air.
Aku mengangguk dengan berlapis-lapis perasaan serba salah dan marah dengan diri sendiri. Malu pun iyer.....

Abang... Seriously, syg betul2 tak sedar.... Syg minta maaf ek tak bangun amik abg dekat Putra.. Maaf ya abg.....

~/: Apehal lah aku boleh overslept la pulak!'

facial expression and body language

' When is your family day?' he asked
' Perhaps on 23rd or 31st, ntahlah I pun x sure!' she answered
' If 23rd thats might be in this week jugak kan?' I interupted
'23rd August la... 23rd July is tommorow!' her face was creased and they were smilling cynical each other!
They were laughed and jeered me!
Is that funny?
My journey in this group will always make me as a clown.
I should stop this!

secret recipe

One day, I asked one kakak in my office (dah nak pencen la) how did she and her husband still stay and look like a romantic couple even they have been married for over 20 years. What is the secret for their happiness? She summed it up in 3 words - love, respect and communication. Loving each other as our own bodies, respecting each other as the Quran sets out for us, and communicating everything so that there is never any confusion with anything (and this avoids arguing too!!).

Now, I still smile when remembering what did she said to me.

wanted vs wantod

Yesterday, I was watching 'wanted' with my long-lasting frenz ever, hehehe, 'adik'! For those who don't have any plan for the weekend, I recommend you to watch this thriller movie.

I give 4.5 stars for this movie. Superb!

And don't forget to watch also the next coming movie, 'wanted vs wantod' in cinemas on August 2008! Hahahahahahahhahaha

WANTED VS. WANTOD

pst:// jgn mara ek, gurau2 je!