hati..

Ade lah sorang hamba Allah ni bercerita pasal hati dengan aku.

Ya, It's true when related to heart...hati... macam2 boleh fikir...

Jatuh hati...

Soal hati...

Makan hati...

Cinta hati...

Patah hati...

Kecil hati...

Besar hati....

Iri hati......

Jauh hati... ha, mcm aku la ni tengah jauh hati..ekkekeke...

Byk lagi lah kan tu belum masuk lagi kalau bab hati batu ke, hati kering ke kan....

Tapi ape jadi kalau orang tu ade perasaan busuk hati or hati busuk? (whichever one la ;p)

I always pray to Allah to avoid me far away from that feeling... because why? I think people who is busuk hati ni is more evil than people who are killing others. Orang busuk hati ni kalau dah tak suke dengan someone, they dare to do anything ..buat fitnah is one of them! I really don't like people like this.

Mohon jauhkan dari terjebak dengan golongan begini please Allah...

in love again!

Nak pengsan when Famy showed me her fingers with ' 1, 4, 3'..

Dalam hati mimpi ape!

Oh ni mesti terharu la tu aku jage die time sakit ;p

It's a wake up call, I means the pain that he suffered is a sign that we still need each other and he always be my 'back up' system.....

I'm swear I will not find somebody like him in my life again....;)

See this combination genetic: hahhaha

Alhamdullilah for the Test, Allah!

Lama sungguh x update blog. Besides busy at my workplace! Many unexpected things happened lately ni.
Well.....It's a curve of life...ade atas n ade bawah nye... let's update one by one ;p

Famy had been warded last 2 weeks, admitted due to kidney stone. It was happened in one morning, I've been woke up by Famy, he looks pale and complaint that he had a sharpe pain in his lower back. I became a little worried, never saw he reacted like that..it might be the strongest pain. Well, married him for almost 4 years, it's hard to convince him for medical check up unless it's turning critical. So I decided to bring him to Ampang Putri Hospital. At the hospital, the nurse there recommended Famy to go through CT scan first while waiting for the doctor. We meet one of Urology Specialist there, Dr Mohammad, a very gentle and fatherly doctor...hurm not to forget quite good looking la (sempat kan!), after he saw Famy's CT scan report, he said Famy have around 4mm stone which is stuck inside his urine tube. Dr Mohammad did mentioned we have 2 options here; first-he will give all the related medication and it will takes time for Famy to recover and on the other hand he need to stand for the painful, while second option-is either Famy choose to do minor surgery to remove the stone from his urine tube. This is more effective, it's just the cost is nearly RM10K. Bulp.. (mas kawin aku pun x jejak 10k okkk). But, to me money is nothing compared to the health the one that you loved much, right? Luckily, I've been informed that PMCare manage to cover all the medical and surgery cost! (For the first time, I was thankful to work at TM okkk) hahhahahah...
We liked 'berkampung' at Ampang Putri nearly 3 days there. And Alhamdulillah everything is fine. It's just Famy have to suffer a bit while taking his past-urea la, a bit bleeding. And the follow up check up will be scheduled next Monday.


Ha..while busy with Famy, Miqa's babysitter also had been admitted due to dengue fever. It was happened in the same time OK!!!!! Can imagine bringing this little Diva and at the same time taking care Famy at the hospital? Luckily, my parents willing to come to KL to look after Miqa while I took care his father. I felt like a SUPERMAKK during that time ok! But, it's worthy for the one that priceless in my life ;) Back to Miqa's babysitter, I called her Auntie Rose. She liked a mother to me, and so far she did her job well taking care Miqa :). However looking to her health condition, at the first place, me and Famy decided to find a nursery for a while she is recovering from dengue! Life must goes on what.. unfair for me and Famy to take unpaid leave for this reason. However, I was lucky again coz Auntie Rose's daughther, Subana, a housewife living at Seremban willing to look after Miqa while her mother is sick. Knowing Subana, I believe she will treating Miqa well ;) And so far I can see Miqa is 'behave' there ;p


Well...as for my work still got several campaign to be launched by end of 2011. As usual, I will be busy to handle all the A&P related thingy ;p
*Don't have mood to tell this in detail* ;) Work will never finish! I just need to have balance life! Pity looking some bosses who did not have time to buy his/her own kid a pair of shoes even! hehhehe... Probably, I try my best not to be like that too ;) After experiencing Famy's laying down at hospital, I have this thinking that when you're sick, you only depend on your family to take care of you. Officemates? Bosses? Even a company... the least that they can do is to visit you, to give money collection perhaps.... Ya, company can pay your hospital bill! heheh...But still in terms of spiritual support, you still need your husband or wife or kids or parents....they are all we called family, isn't it? Heheheheh..... Well, this is so true guys!
Moral of the story, do not ever be like a heart of Mother Teresa at the workplace ok! Hahaahhahaa....


Till then. Take Care peeps! Remember to drink plenty of plain water ok! Love your health....

19th July - Notes!

People make mistake!

I thought I wouldn't have any say about it anymore. Just take the blame, admit mistake say sorry. Sorry seem to be the hardest word ya, I agreed...too many argumentation on this however just to let go something that's beyond my control, I have to make it! And not to forget, to sacrifice to someone's that most important in my life......

I would like to quote one of my friend's words "If there's a room to improve...go and get it" (bunyinye lebih kurang gitu ar)..and I try my best to make everything places like before...

Birthday Ibu! 19th July 2011

I'm a mother's girl..still until now.. I love my mom more than everything. To left her after marriage was really hurting me deeply!

Ibu...Happy Birthday, May you have best in life... always pray for your healthy, wealthy & happiness...ameen.. You're the most fabulous mother in the world!

a bunch of smile for my birthday boys

Today...we celebrating famy's n miqa's birthday in a shot! hehehehhe.. Famy turns 30 already and my little son turns 1.. how fast time flies ya!

I remembered when I was knowing famy, he was 24, that time was in 2005 ;D... now hubby was at the edge of 3 series! I did asked him how he feel turning into 30? he smiled and said "tua already" but feel completed.... hehehhehhe

Wondering how am I feel if I'll be turning into 30? Arggg age is just a number right..... the most important is your heart.....

To hubby happy birthday sayang...you are still the best man in my life!

how's life treating you...

I'm facing the symptom of mood swing lately ni. Ya, for me I just want to lay down and forget about my troubles! But, it's still can covered by a smile :) Think so!

Talking about how's life treating you is like you are asking on God's fated kan? As a believer, what should I do it's just keep praying for a good one and just follow the flow without any complaining la kan? *sigh* Tulah cakap senang nk implement? Aishhh.... ;p

I'm turning 28.. what else I'm asking for? I have a cute little boy, becoming a mummy, also have own career with a fix salary....but am I happy enough?

Hahhahaha inilah manusia x penah puas & bersyukur!

God, make me a channel of your energy and help me understand. I thank you God for giving me another day, another unused opportunity to do it right. Keep us all close to you and listen to our prayers.Amen.

mesin masa!

Ade mesin masa?

Nk pinjam...

Nak patah balik masa umur 23 tahun!

:D

My First Mothers Day...

Happy Mothers Day... yippie!

A mother is a mother still....the holiest thing alive.. thanks to my superb mother, Puan Sharipah Haji Wahit for the love and all sacrifices raising a child named Me. And also special thanks to mom-in-laws, Puan Norliza Mohd Yunus for the helps and a piece of understanding ;p

Aunties who always be like a mother to me...wish you be blessed ;)

My first mothers day celebration is awesome. I get a smile from miqa early in the morning. It's just enough for me... Like I told myself before, becoming a mother..giving a birth and raising another precious human being changing you as nothing as can. I guess I told many times my experiences with miqa in the previous posts...;p

To miqa dearest, you always be my darling ya. Always pray you will be in a good one even in everything and anything. I'm sorry if I'm not be a good enough mummy to you but believe me you are everything in my life..love u always! mmmuaaaxxxxx....

pst: very happy when got call from ibu yesterday saying she likes my roses very much! for mama i bought a flower from Pureseed. so lovely one!

miqa oooo miqa...

I never had a brother...

I never stay with boy siblings.

So...I don't really know how the feeling of fighting with them.

The only men that I used to stay with were ayah & hubby

and of course they don't ever did violence towards me.

And even I don't get any 'lebam' from ayah when he scolded me during my childhood.

And when I stay with this little boy

see what did I get.....

But he always be my darling forever la! :)

wtf!

sengal tau! nyampah pun ade!

ape nk jadi la dgn ko ni!

itu x kene, ini x kene...

asyik nk buat aku mrh je la...

penat tau...letih tau!

bole tak lps ni ko behave sikit!

jgnla asyik nk semak kn kepala otak aku!

ko ingat ko punye perangai tu cantik?

ko ingat ko cantik sgt nk buat org mcm xde prasaan!

cantik cantik ko..ko da tua!

org tua lame2 berkarat jugak!

brg lame kate org kalau ade antiknye bole letak kat muzium!

antik ko aku rase letak kat umah org tua2 je la.

at least ko susahkan org2 yg mmg dah dibayar gaji utk disusahkan ko!

aku? aku x penah dibayar sesen utk ko susah kan ok! tolong lah!

menyampah tau tak!

meluat sbrnye tgk ko!

bole blah lah!

note: this is one of my hatred post monologue! geram !@#$%^&&*(())

nostalgia....;D

You put a smile to my face

And you make me never want to leave the place

Dancing when we were younger

Laughing til we cried gossiping others

Having fun and sharing stories once having one free time

We always have a good time...i guess

Always wishing we could stay longer

So we can sing one last rhyme with a happy 'sayonara' wish!

I'll be always here to talk

And I know you know that's so true

Sometimes I can never really understand

Why people do things to you

You're still a friend that makes me always smile

But mostly you're friend that makes my life worthwhile.

end~

Note: Just to talk to someone in the past life.

to handle a situation is not that easy ya!

I think I am potential to be a grumpy mummy. Hahahahaha...

Reason to believe?

Along this week, I have to settle many many things before my boss going for 2 weeks vacation, plus lots of campaigns expected to roll out in the same date! Can imagine how I work like a hell? But of course doing fun things except for having lunch meeting with all these big bosses. Can imagine how feeling of being scolded while you are enjoying your nasi ayam in the meeting table???? haa.. i did it!

So the stress is there....

When I came back home, I'm just tired I guess. And sometimes when you are tired, you just need to let loose or something to cheer u up and as much as my little miqa doing his 'diva' thingy is also making me more tired than I already am.

Just imagine when I was about to make him sleeping, he will like 'merengek2' and 'melentik2 kan badan' tulah like I said like a diva. He knows he will get anything from his mummy and papa because again he knows he is the only 'darling' in the family kan! My level of patience was reaching the red color and spontaneously I was like yelling" EEEIIIIIII BUDAK KECIK BOLE TIDO TAK" of course not in the soft motherly tone ok!!!! The tone was like you are fighting with other woman who taking your husband! hahahhahaha. And little miqa?? poor baby.... He crying and crying with his highest volume, perhaps a bit shocking when hearing and looking his mummy changing into a monster! :))

And hubby, who was watching TV at living room quickly get us inside the bedroom, and Thank God he understands by looking of my tired eyes, he took miqa and calm him down and again this little 'diva' refuses to sleep with his papa. Tulah bila nak main cari papa, nak tido? dengan mummy juga. The spirit of motherly suddenly came while I looked at the pity face of little miqa, buat muke kesian minta mummy die tidokan... and I said to him 'Kalau nak mummy tido kan jgn buat perangai OK' and he liked understand what am I talking about. After a few minutes, he already asleep.

Sometimes wondering how those career woman who haven't hiring a maid controlling their kids. Not only 2, but 4 or 5 kids in the house????? Haiya aku yg sorang ni pun nak handle payah! Perhaps that is why Allah gifted me this precious gift a bit late! Rupanya aku x ready lg! Naisss.. what a bad mother I am :(

But I have to confess, when having a kid, you will give everything.... I am not a patient person ya, now slowly I manage to control this! hahahaha

Now Thank God, he is sleeping and I have few moment to gather my thoughts and pull myself into a good track! I should also Thank God again for giving me a understanding husband (just to a par for a time being la:p).......

Next agenda? It is Saturday now and I shall starting to complete a week of laundry, hurriedly prepare eaten breakfast miqa & his papa, constant sweeping & mopping, picking up miqa's milky bottle for sterilized, what else? bla...bla..bla...*sigh....

The sense that nothing is ever as well organized as I want it to be...

But I am still happy and thankful of life...isn't it??

:D

make up can be cheated

hahahhaha....

I love make up thingy! I do love to see beautiful ladies with their make up! It's looks perfect!

See...it can cheat you..

before & after make up..

actually nk citer sbrnya I like to telek my wedding reception picture sbb x nampak jerawat, jeragat smua .... hahhahhaa.... looks perfect!

tapi semua tu fake je la...

yang kekal dalam hati ini.

cewah!

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

I love this movie..

Ya, generallyI not kinda person yang sgt suka epic movie! I love romantic comedy genre more!

But when I watched this movie, produced by local production I was so proud and suka pulak this movie.

It started when I got this special invitation frm KRU studio through Kak Em, one of the AGM at Brand team. I really want to watch this movie after seeing the trailer at youtube & FB couple a month ago.

And for me it was not dissapointed! Bangga tau bile tau ade juga anak muda kite bole buat filem sama taraf Hollywood. Ok fine, my friend said RM8 billion for Merong Mahawangsa is just celah gigi je dekat Hollywood. To me, it's true JANGANLAH COMPARE kan dengan filem Hollywood sbb budget dieorg to produce such an epic film cecah puluh2 billion! Pernah tgk Ong Bak? Ha.. ya, taraf mcm filem Thailand la. Tapi upppp sket! :)

Okla, synopsisnye:

(copy paste frm http://www.krustudios.com/Merong_Mahawangsa)

The year is 120 AD… a time when the Roman Empire is at the height of its power, during the reign of Hadrian – one of the Five Good Emperors. Meanwhile in China, the Han Dynasty is firmly cemented as the ruling empire and is expanding into Central Asia… one hundred years before the period of the Three Kingdoms. As the Roman fleet did their repairs and traded in Goa, they asked Merong Mahawangsa to escort a Roman prince to Southeast Asia, to wed a beautiful Chinese princess from the Han Dynasty. The Chinese princess and the Roman prince are supposed to meet halfway and be married on neutral grounds.
However, the pirate nation of Geruda had other plans. They decided to kidnap the Chinese princess and use her as ransom. En route to the Straits of Melaka, Merong Mahawangsa’s fleet was attacked by Geruda’s forces while stopping at a small island to replenish supplies.
Will Merong Mahawangsa be able to rescue the Princess and re-unite her with her betrothed in a marriage that is set to bring together two great civilizations from the East and West ?

Okla, aku sum kan pendapat aku tentang this movie:

1. Sinematografi mengancam and ini buat aku selera nk menonton filem ni smpai habis : e.g: bile perang dekat laut, air laut biru cantikk...


2. Stephen Rahman & Khir Rahman did a good job! Aku suke Umi Nazeera punye expression jugak!


3. Tak sangka la Malaysia buat filem mcm ni!
   
4. Hurm, cuma aku rase filem ni mcm campuran tgk Pirate of Carribean & Alexander the Great..tp xpela yg penting still nmpk acuan sendiri bila ade watak & unsur Geruda, kumpulan lanun jahat tu!
   

Rate: 4 1/2 (worth for local epic film) :))

Recommended you all pegila tgk wei.. SUPPORT SIKIT INDUSTRI PERFILEMAN TEMPATAN!

career woman yes, committed yes, workaholic no!!

I can consider myself as a career woman, but I'm not a workaholic type!teeehaaa..

Why I say that?

1. I still listing miqa & hubby in my top rank, if it's clash with the work commitment that I have to handle it. Example: if miqa having high fever during the day I have event, I can buat muke toya to my boss asking for EL. Which I think a maniac career woman will not do that. Perhaps they will send the kid to clinic and asking maid to look after the kid as they need to attend important event.
2. I still have my own space with friends, (though nowadays, it is not be so often;p). At least I still can enjoy teh tarik and gossiping after office time..
   

To whom it may concern,

I might be go back late from office 'selalu', it is becos of the work commitment of my job scope which tight to the dateline and conducting event management without following the office hours most of the time!

So, let's correct the first sentence up there:

I can consider myself as a career woman, but I'm not a workaholic type!
However I want to deliver all the tasks as what had been assigned to me due to the 'amanah' given. In other words, I'm a committed person la kan!

Ok, let's retype:

I can consider myself as a career woman, but I'm not a workaholic type!
I'm a committed person!


entry to depend diri sendiri.
psst://Thanks to mr hubby for the understanding. pls continue backing me ya..:)

friends are born, not made!

"Love is temporary...but friends are forever."

We used to be together in the past journey...

used to laugh, cry and panic in the same environment and time...

you always in my heart......

aku nak.....

aku nk lari tp x tau ke mane...
aku nk jerit tp suara disekat...

aku nk marah tp x tau nk marah dgn siape..
aku nk menangis tp air mata x nak keluar...

aku nk terbang bebas mcm burung tp xde sayap...
aku nk berenang riang mcm ikan lumba2 tu tp x pndai....;(

aku nk aje mati tp ajal x tibe lg...
lgpun mati x selesai masalah kan... masalah lain pula menanti aku dlm kubur sane aderla kan ;)

xpelaa aku masih waras...
let's go through all this painful slowly..
lame2 OK la tu kan......

*entry nk menyedapkan hati namenye ni*

my first horseback riding....

Last December, when Gya approached me either interested to join her for a horseback riding during her birthday, I immediately said OK. The reason is I wanted to do something to experience the outdoor in a different way, plus I also need some breath after get busy by the office matters! I just need a break and fun for a while :) So why not kan alang2 release tension dapat temankan member celebrate birthday kan!

I got the feeling that this xtvt will be dangerous and very tricking at the first place! After a while and experienced by myself, from the rhythmic motion of the horse movement, it's a wonderful feeling to have. I have no troubles clouding my mind and I feel free and alive. Ya, it's a magic when I can feel the bonding after I touched it. Ceewahh...

Let's view the full xtvt here:

8.00 am

Me and Gya had a breakfast at my living area. Gya had roti kosong and roti cheese for myself. Enough to get the energy for the entire horseback riding... ya we guess so!

9.20 am

We arrived to the horse trail at Berjaya Times Square, Bukit Tinggi. Registered there and paid the fees RM180 for 2 hours riding. I can't remember the Indian instructor's name. But he had showed us the basic of this xtvt, the taboos while riding the horse, do's and don'ts and bla bla.. bla.. We also had been introduced to Vince, our guide boy! He did a great job! Managed to handle equestrian amateur like us! huhuhuhu...

1st challenge was we need to ride along the forest with a very narrow passage. Huhuhu.. nak tergelak rasenye bile muka aku asyik tersangkut kat tumbuhan yg menjalar sepanjang laluan hutan tu. Gya also experienced the same thing. This time around, my horse named Chester asyik trot je kejenye. When he did that I feel like a cowgirl! Yeeha!

However Gya's horse named Midnight was so behave and benign.. and we guessed that Midnight doesn't like Chester due to her reaction when Chester wanted to approach her. I think Chester is a naughty and cheeky horse lah sbb bile Chester nampak Midnight at the first place die dah try mengusik! Terpanik kejap bile tgk Chester mcm nk terkam Midnight padahal me and Gya were already at their back! Kalaulah terpelanting nie......haruuu je....;)

Vince did a great job!

2nd challenge was to ride along the hill there. Bayangkan kuda mendaki bukit! Alangkah kite yg naik bukit dah termengah inikan kuda yang bawa orang lagi kt blkg tu! I think this a very thrill part! But at the end I can see the beautiful scenery at the top of the mountain. It's a climb. Kate Miley Cyrus ;) Can you imagine watching a beautiful scenery while having horseback riding? Wah mcm kat overseas gitu!

and the last part when we have to go back to the trail camp. This time round relax sikit. Rase romantik pun ade. I guarantee if you all tgh sakan bercinte baik heret pasangan anda try horseback riding kat sini. Loving habis lah! huhuhu....

12.00 pm

We finished everything. It's time to say goodbye to Chester & Midgnight..........

1.00 pm

After horseback riding at Bukit Tinggi, we planned to have our lunch at Bubba Shrimp, The Curve. It's so yummy....

Ice cream for a birthday girl, made by Farhan, friendly waiter there ;p

3.00 pm

After lunch, I decided to get full body massage at Urban Retreat, The Curve and had heret Gya also to join the massage as her birthday gift.... hehehhee

5.30 pm

Sent Gya back to office to get her car there and immediately fetch Miqa from his Nanny's house.

Overall....this had made my day..... a thing that I will remember forever....

Thanks Gya for making this!

Also special thanks for mr hubby for allowing me to do this! ;)

Note: Lupe nk bgtau, boleh tak after horseback riding, we feel very thirsty and get ourselves fresh orange juice at Tropciale Colmar.... I met my cousin who are working there and she gave us free drink! Alhamdulillah rezeki birthday girl kan!

my back pain....

I think lately ni my sakit blkg mnjdi2. Some ppl said it's bacause of the epidural tht I consumed when I was to deliver miqael! But I dont want to block my mental and hv this 'negative' perception of epidural as it already 80% ease my painful during tht time ;p

Or perhaps of my obsession towards wearing the heels? Ok....will slowly kurangkn pkai heels la ek ;p

Will plan to have massage when I get my riding horse tomorrow la!