my bad day ;(

So malu.... I think yesterday was my unlucky day! Dahlah lambat, touch n go pulak buat hal! Plus terjadi la pulak satu insiden yang cukup mengharukan lagi menyedihkan! Jeng..jeng... The story began when I was walking from the lrt station to enter the office lobby, so happened my right leg was stepped on accidentally to the kain of my baju kurung (Terajin la pulak semlm nk pakai baju kurung) and gedebuk........ Ya Allah...so painful... I was fell down at the road near by the junction. So malu and so sakittttttttttt.... Only Allah knows the 'pain' I suffered on that time. I cant even woke up and standing usually. A lady came to help me to stand and one of the pakcik there tried to massage my left knee seen I cant standing properly. Guess what? Jammed la pulak tepi junction tu. Everybody was staring and looking at me.. They were whispering each other.. 'Kesian budak tu jatuh terjelepuk!'...'Dahlah pakai baju kurung, pakai heels lagi mmg padanlah jatuh!'..... 'Ala kelakarla plak minah ni tergolek'.....'Mcm nangka busuk jatuh!'... bla...bla..bla... I was thinking that they might putting me off with the kind of words while looking at me... So embarrassed! However...when experienced how nice the kakak and the pakcik are, automatically my heart and soul become calm and relieved. Alhamdulliah, the people there didnt dare to watch me terkontang kanting to stand up properly. Fuh, about 10 minutes there, I managed to walk slowly by myself entering to the office. Walking so slow like a snail make me wanna cry once more! When I reached my department, I went to Sara's cubical, asking her to check my injury because I can felt the bleeding at my right leg. Surprisingly to see my lutut penuh dengan darah. Sara gave me the tissue and asked me to wipe the blood. Pedihnye! Dah lama x luka mcm ni. Last time I remember my injury was almost the past 10 years when my left leg tricked by the motorcyle's exhaust. Hahahahaha... Berbekas lagila kaki aku!

At last... i was taking an half day seen the painful keep dag dig dug until it spoiled my concentration towards work. Fahmie pick me up around 3 pm and we just lepak lepak dekat rumah....

Guest what? Around 8 pm, we went to OU to watch movie just to celebrate 1st month wedding anniversary... Hahaha.. Suddenly, i felt my leg was super duper ok last night...

and yet today it become painful and painful...... I'm thinking now to take mc or not ;)

the engagement and the bad feeling to share...

Hurm..in the last blog I did mentioned about Fahmie's return to KL. The best part he is spending the whole week in KL seen he has to attend the seminar at The Summit. Oh, cool! The weekend was good, enjoyable as well as terrible....

the good is - we manage to spend the weekend at kampung. Balik kampung with suami?! What you expect? Everyone wants to know how marriage has changed our life? Hakikatnya still the same. Macam zaman2 bercinta jugak but the kerinduan burst deeply than before la! sigh* On top of that, we spent a day to visit my atok at kampung, seronok melayan ckp2 atok.. see the picture! cute kan my atok? I think his weight around 30 something kg je kot.. so ringan! Dah suruh dah makan banyak, anak2 die siap beli supplement lagi tp still taknak makan... xpelah.. yang penting we all love you atok! Ok.. finish talking about the merrier part...

The enjoyable one is because of the celebration of angah's engagement. Angah is the second sister after me in the family. So exciting...even we were not celebrating it grandly, but the excitement is still there. There are only ayah, ibu, myself, Fahmie, adik, kak ija, abg ghani and few of our neighbours. Tak ramai, dalam 10 orang je kot! Let's share the picture...

Ops sorry...tak banyak la plak pictures yang I ambil hari tu.. Later on la ek, I'll share with you all... Hope angah will be happier after having a fiance. hehehhehe

Hurm...should I share the terrible one? Let's think.... hurmmmmmm.....Have you ever feel the obvious gap with your own mother after you're married? I have... and it's a terrible feeling to have!

What have I done? Anything goes wrong? Did I've behave badly to you? Please..please talk to me... Tell me....Correct me....

Today I'm going to sms ibu once again.. Lets try whether she wants to reply or not....

Ops!

No more tears... semalam Fahmie call bgtau nak balik hari ni n asked me to pick him up at putra... okla mcm tu.. terus senyummmmmmm sampai ke telinga.......

Being a long-distance couple is not easy as you think. Patient and prays are the key of the strength. Every night the tears come and come... It's just hard situation especially for me who decided to get married earlier. Menyesal? Never... X pernah terlintas pun nak menyesal dengan perkahwinan ini. Nauzubillah.. x pernah... Perkahwinan is something yang baik.. Tak sesuaii nak menyesal. Even after the niqah that day, I was cried n cried reading all the lafaz taqlid.. And the emotion is still the same until now... And I believe Fahmie feel the same things too.... Kerinduaan..kerinduan...dan kerinduan....

Oklah..xnak sedih sedih lagi...

Just nak share my experience as a long-distance wife.. Guess what I never been experienced the real responsibility as a wife. Cooking, washing, cleaning, preparing breakfast, gardening....and all that a wife should do and must do. I hope to do that when he come back home tonight! (seen after niqah, we never met up!). My only routines are the waiting, the reminding bit, longing, quarreling on the phone, jealousy.... I enjoyed every second of it though I must say there were times that I didn't. Ahakzzzz... I'm sure all the wives out there enjoy carrying the responsibilities. Kan? Jangan lupa share nanti ok!

No one....

I feel so lonely, terrible, sad, depressing, miserable, lost and longing........
Tears come from my eyes....

Burst!

This week is moving so slow as I realized that he is not around for 3 days around. God, I miss him....

The last argumentation was ended with laughed, teased, hugs and kisses! We spent the whole weekend together at PD and went back to Kerteh! I feel so pleased and joyful! ~arrrrrggggg.....damn miss him~

Impatient to wait his return next week! ;)