to handle a situation is not that easy ya!

I think I am potential to be a grumpy mummy. Hahahahaha...

Reason to believe?

Along this week, I have to settle many many things before my boss going for 2 weeks vacation, plus lots of campaigns expected to roll out in the same date! Can imagine how I work like a hell? But of course doing fun things except for having lunch meeting with all these big bosses. Can imagine how feeling of being scolded while you are enjoying your nasi ayam in the meeting table???? haa.. i did it!

So the stress is there....

When I came back home, I'm just tired I guess. And sometimes when you are tired, you just need to let loose or something to cheer u up and as much as my little miqa doing his 'diva' thingy is also making me more tired than I already am.

Just imagine when I was about to make him sleeping, he will like 'merengek2' and 'melentik2 kan badan' tulah like I said like a diva. He knows he will get anything from his mummy and papa because again he knows he is the only 'darling' in the family kan! My level of patience was reaching the red color and spontaneously I was like yelling" EEEIIIIIII BUDAK KECIK BOLE TIDO TAK" of course not in the soft motherly tone ok!!!! The tone was like you are fighting with other woman who taking your husband! hahahhahaha. And little miqa?? poor baby.... He crying and crying with his highest volume, perhaps a bit shocking when hearing and looking his mummy changing into a monster! :))

And hubby, who was watching TV at living room quickly get us inside the bedroom, and Thank God he understands by looking of my tired eyes, he took miqa and calm him down and again this little 'diva' refuses to sleep with his papa. Tulah bila nak main cari papa, nak tido? dengan mummy juga. The spirit of motherly suddenly came while I looked at the pity face of little miqa, buat muke kesian minta mummy die tidokan... and I said to him 'Kalau nak mummy tido kan jgn buat perangai OK' and he liked understand what am I talking about. After a few minutes, he already asleep.

Sometimes wondering how those career woman who haven't hiring a maid controlling their kids. Not only 2, but 4 or 5 kids in the house????? Haiya aku yg sorang ni pun nak handle payah! Perhaps that is why Allah gifted me this precious gift a bit late! Rupanya aku x ready lg! Naisss.. what a bad mother I am :(

But I have to confess, when having a kid, you will give everything.... I am not a patient person ya, now slowly I manage to control this! hahahaha

Now Thank God, he is sleeping and I have few moment to gather my thoughts and pull myself into a good track! I should also Thank God again for giving me a understanding husband (just to a par for a time being la:p).......

Next agenda? It is Saturday now and I shall starting to complete a week of laundry, hurriedly prepare eaten breakfast miqa & his papa, constant sweeping & mopping, picking up miqa's milky bottle for sterilized, what else? bla...bla..bla...*sigh....

The sense that nothing is ever as well organized as I want it to be...

But I am still happy and thankful of life...isn't it??

:D