self reminder

People make mistake...
But this kind of mistake will be first and last..
Always telling myself that they are hunters and ghosts. And don't ever ever trust them.. sekelumit pun... they don't deserve you..
And always hold the main principle, be nice to others and because of that I am totally against any act of revenge. Why? I do believe life is a karma.. you do good, you get good.. you do bad, you get bad too. Don't put blame to others cos again when you pointing out your finger, the other fingers are pointing back at you.
Being possitive must be a cliche, but it works when life is treating unfair or fallback.
Trust me...
Ya Allah... peluklah aku sekejap pun jadilah hingga hilang lelahku.. Please Allah...

by default to end

Thanks for being the best person I've ever known...for treating me like no one has treated me as special as you did before. I'm glad to know you in my journey....

-truly from heart-

Berhabuk... and never lose hope

It has been a long time since I logged into blogspot and looked at my last writing. Nearly 1 year and half I think, I have been so ignorance and don't have any instinct to post my thoughts in a stream-of-consciousness peace of mind manner...

Life is so BAU (business-as usual) recently. Something happened, one week after life as I knew was taken away from me in 2013, yes, it was last year. I was standing on my own two feet and determining my destiny-one door at that time. After a while, I realized that everything happens for a reason. All I need is to have faith and always be positive into it. Seem like God have good plan for me :). I moved on.. Taking life easily and relaxing. Told to myself - when life comes crashing down and you see is the dark rugged ground, never lose hope. Keep walking..keep climbing...keep dancing by your own beat.

I guess I'm writing a motivational entry today :) Telling you...telling myself that life is always like a curve. That's giving you some flavors and to some extent teach you to be a better person. Better could be in so many forms.. ya I guess.

When life does not treating you good...never never lose hope. Never losing hope is something that has only made the long, straight road a little easier to travel. To have hope is one of the wisest ways to live. Although this path is straight, if you look closely, you can see that the slope of the path increases. That is life and isn't it complicated? Hahaha... Well, we are human.. we have emotion. We play with our emotion. I went through some difficult phases in life too, need I say more?

The point to all of that? Well, I wonder how things just fell ever so slightly into place? Just like they were supposed to... Sometimes I think that I wanted it to happen like this, I had no other choice. But it's a two way street.  I cannot call all the shots, it takes two to tango. Things could have turned out very differently. I only hope that they continue to the top of the hill, where the light meets the peak, and in the end, the reward will be worth the struggle and trudge. :)

Told ya..this is very serious entry after a while leaving here...hehehe..
I would like to give thumbs up to a person, special friend I can say who giving me ideas to write this. To advice me the different perspective of the vision of miracle, hope & happiness.
Thank you for sharing me your life journey and gave me another dimensions of thought in life in very very positive way. I appreciated it.

2nd bundle of joy

Please welcome our second edition of clone pride & joy...

This beautiful baby's name is Faiqa Miqayla binti Mohd. Fahmie Idzul.

Date of birthday: 11 March 2013

Dear Miqayla,

Mami promise to love you and your brother with all my heart, to protect you no matter what and to be your guardian dunia akhirat, ameen.

Isn't she so beautiful?

Ignore my confinement face ;p