2012 already ;))

Hurm, I remembered when I was in Form 2, our art teacher did asked us to visualize how the year of 2010 will be looks like. I was drawing flying cars with the hang traffic light in the sky. And also lifts which can connected between the buildings in the town, not only lift can go down and upstairs. Hihihihihi. And now.....

It's already 2012! Where are the flying cars? Hihihihi

Ok..I have so many things to do before 2012 ended last week, so I couldn't find a minute to wrap up my 2011's event ;( Perhaps can be reviewed one by one...ya at least put a note to the sweetest things in 2011.

• I did my mind recharging by going to Krabi & Phuket. It was awesome trip! I still admired the beauty of the coast and the happiness that I went through there.
• Celebrating my 2 boys' birthday, miqa's first year anniversary & hubby's 30th series age ;) Ya, personally I feel so completed as a woman. Alhamdullilah...
• I did FIKIS' reunion. Fikis is so special in my life, friendship during our child time. Thanks to Ieyra, K.Ai, Ieja & Syahrul for made it happened.
• The sweetest momment with my friends - watching movies, karaoke, shopping, horse back riding, Yuna & Reza Salleh Showcase & dancing class. ;)
• The sweetest momment with my family - Gambang Resort City's outing, balik kg time, get together time with both family me & in laws.

I can't recall all the smiles of me in 2011, but I believe all the best memories will always be part of who am I... it's make my life something....

I promise to put a dot, full stop dot.. for the bad things were happened in 2011. God Knows better, without intentionally writing them down here ;). I believed whatever happened must have a hidden blessing, we never knows what's God set for us, right? I guess the black momments might give an extra courage to be a better person.... Ya...I guess so... >sigh<

So, for this 2012..I have not set a specific requirement except a pray that me, families & friends will always be in a good bless and enjoying life. Ameen.....

Psst: I still hope to get back my 44kg that I lost after getting miqa ;)..hopefully can be achieved by this year...please.....

hati..

Ade lah sorang hamba Allah ni bercerita pasal hati dengan aku.

Ya, It's true when related to heart...hati... macam2 boleh fikir...

Jatuh hati...

Soal hati...

Makan hati...

Cinta hati...

Patah hati...

Kecil hati...

Besar hati....

Iri hati......

Jauh hati... ha, mcm aku la ni tengah jauh hati..ekkekeke...

Byk lagi lah kan tu belum masuk lagi kalau bab hati batu ke, hati kering ke kan....

Tapi ape jadi kalau orang tu ade perasaan busuk hati or hati busuk? (whichever one la ;p)

I always pray to Allah to avoid me far away from that feeling... because why? I think people who is busuk hati ni is more evil than people who are killing others. Orang busuk hati ni kalau dah tak suke dengan someone, they dare to do anything ..buat fitnah is one of them! I really don't like people like this.

Mohon jauhkan dari terjebak dengan golongan begini please Allah...

in love again!

Nak pengsan when Famy showed me her fingers with ' 1, 4, 3'..

Dalam hati mimpi ape!

Oh ni mesti terharu la tu aku jage die time sakit ;p

It's a wake up call, I means the pain that he suffered is a sign that we still need each other and he always be my 'back up' system.....

I'm swear I will not find somebody like him in my life again....;)

See this combination genetic: hahhaha

Alhamdullilah for the Test, Allah!

Lama sungguh x update blog. Besides busy at my workplace! Many unexpected things happened lately ni.
Well.....It's a curve of life...ade atas n ade bawah nye... let's update one by one ;p

Famy had been warded last 2 weeks, admitted due to kidney stone. It was happened in one morning, I've been woke up by Famy, he looks pale and complaint that he had a sharpe pain in his lower back. I became a little worried, never saw he reacted like that..it might be the strongest pain. Well, married him for almost 4 years, it's hard to convince him for medical check up unless it's turning critical. So I decided to bring him to Ampang Putri Hospital. At the hospital, the nurse there recommended Famy to go through CT scan first while waiting for the doctor. We meet one of Urology Specialist there, Dr Mohammad, a very gentle and fatherly doctor...hurm not to forget quite good looking la (sempat kan!), after he saw Famy's CT scan report, he said Famy have around 4mm stone which is stuck inside his urine tube. Dr Mohammad did mentioned we have 2 options here; first-he will give all the related medication and it will takes time for Famy to recover and on the other hand he need to stand for the painful, while second option-is either Famy choose to do minor surgery to remove the stone from his urine tube. This is more effective, it's just the cost is nearly RM10K. Bulp.. (mas kawin aku pun x jejak 10k okkk). But, to me money is nothing compared to the health the one that you loved much, right? Luckily, I've been informed that PMCare manage to cover all the medical and surgery cost! (For the first time, I was thankful to work at TM okkk) hahhahahah...
We liked 'berkampung' at Ampang Putri nearly 3 days there. And Alhamdulillah everything is fine. It's just Famy have to suffer a bit while taking his past-urea la, a bit bleeding. And the follow up check up will be scheduled next Monday.


Ha..while busy with Famy, Miqa's babysitter also had been admitted due to dengue fever. It was happened in the same time OK!!!!! Can imagine bringing this little Diva and at the same time taking care Famy at the hospital? Luckily, my parents willing to come to KL to look after Miqa while I took care his father. I felt like a SUPERMAKK during that time ok! But, it's worthy for the one that priceless in my life ;) Back to Miqa's babysitter, I called her Auntie Rose. She liked a mother to me, and so far she did her job well taking care Miqa :). However looking to her health condition, at the first place, me and Famy decided to find a nursery for a while she is recovering from dengue! Life must goes on what.. unfair for me and Famy to take unpaid leave for this reason. However, I was lucky again coz Auntie Rose's daughther, Subana, a housewife living at Seremban willing to look after Miqa while her mother is sick. Knowing Subana, I believe she will treating Miqa well ;) And so far I can see Miqa is 'behave' there ;p


Well...as for my work still got several campaign to be launched by end of 2011. As usual, I will be busy to handle all the A&P related thingy ;p
*Don't have mood to tell this in detail* ;) Work will never finish! I just need to have balance life! Pity looking some bosses who did not have time to buy his/her own kid a pair of shoes even! hehhehe... Probably, I try my best not to be like that too ;) After experiencing Famy's laying down at hospital, I have this thinking that when you're sick, you only depend on your family to take care of you. Officemates? Bosses? Even a company... the least that they can do is to visit you, to give money collection perhaps.... Ya, company can pay your hospital bill! heheh...But still in terms of spiritual support, you still need your husband or wife or kids or parents....they are all we called family, isn't it? Heheheheh..... Well, this is so true guys!
Moral of the story, do not ever be like a heart of Mother Teresa at the workplace ok! Hahaahhahaa....


Till then. Take Care peeps! Remember to drink plenty of plain water ok! Love your health....

19th July - Notes!

People make mistake!

I thought I wouldn't have any say about it anymore. Just take the blame, admit mistake say sorry. Sorry seem to be the hardest word ya, I agreed...too many argumentation on this however just to let go something that's beyond my control, I have to make it! And not to forget, to sacrifice to someone's that most important in my life......

I would like to quote one of my friend's words "If there's a room to improve...go and get it" (bunyinye lebih kurang gitu ar)..and I try my best to make everything places like before...

Birthday Ibu! 19th July 2011

I'm a mother's girl..still until now.. I love my mom more than everything. To left her after marriage was really hurting me deeply!

Ibu...Happy Birthday, May you have best in life... always pray for your healthy, wealthy & happiness...ameen.. You're the most fabulous mother in the world!

a bunch of smile for my birthday boys

Today...we celebrating famy's n miqa's birthday in a shot! hehehehhe.. Famy turns 30 already and my little son turns 1.. how fast time flies ya!

I remembered when I was knowing famy, he was 24, that time was in 2005 ;D... now hubby was at the edge of 3 series! I did asked him how he feel turning into 30? he smiled and said "tua already" but feel completed.... hehehhehhe

Wondering how am I feel if I'll be turning into 30? Arggg age is just a number right..... the most important is your heart.....

To hubby happy birthday sayang...you are still the best man in my life!

how's life treating you...

I'm facing the symptom of mood swing lately ni. Ya, for me I just want to lay down and forget about my troubles! But, it's still can covered by a smile :) Think so!

Talking about how's life treating you is like you are asking on God's fated kan? As a believer, what should I do it's just keep praying for a good one and just follow the flow without any complaining la kan? *sigh* Tulah cakap senang nk implement? Aishhh.... ;p

I'm turning 28.. what else I'm asking for? I have a cute little boy, becoming a mummy, also have own career with a fix salary....but am I happy enough?

Hahhahaha inilah manusia x penah puas & bersyukur!

God, make me a channel of your energy and help me understand. I thank you God for giving me another day, another unused opportunity to do it right. Keep us all close to you and listen to our prayers.Amen.