this is love!

First time dalam hidup aku......aku rase aku takkan pernah cinta dia mcm aku cinta sekarang...
and I'm proud to myself for being so tough enough to be far away from him while I'm having his 'little one' inside my tummy....
Thanks Hubby for the love and happiness....

I'm very thankful and syukur to Allah for this gift......

Here we go....

I'm preggy 11 weeks!

What else can I say.......

Dear Baby...

Speechless to see you there, inside my womb...with your tiny little body.....

Mummy is so happy, same goes to papa.... We promise to take care of you ok!

Dont be naughty2 inside there ;p

when

Raya x lama lagi, rasenye excitement dalam jiwa aku x dtg2 pun lg! Dulu kalau raye bersemangat nk buat itu nak buat ini! This year? Xde semangat langsung! Hurm, even kalau radio x ckp pg tadi raya tinggal 4 hari lagi SUMPAH aku x tau pun! 4 hari lagi kejappp je lagi! Gilerlah! Baju raye pun aku xde lagi! Ntahlah perhaps tahun ni 1st raye aku x balik segamat kot! This year turn raye Taman Melawati! Can't imagine macamane rasenye raye di KL! Best ke nanti? Ade sessi ziarah menziarah ke? Ade sessi konvoi2 ke? Ade sessi melawat kubur ke? Aku yg cuak! Ape nak buat malam raye? Tolong mama? Ke balik pesona villa? Gilerlah, mesti pesona villa kosong je sbb everybody mesti balik kg kan??! Ntahlah.....aku yg kelam kabut lebih ni! Relax Relax Fara! Takkanlah ko tak biase bawa diri kat tempat org kan? Dengan family mentua sendiri pun xkanlah ko x biase kan? kan? Ekekekek..... Oklah, kan aku dah cakap aku yg kelam kabut lebih! Redah je la labu......

Actually, aku nk citer pasal lain sbrnye tp tertulis citer psl raye! Ekekek.. alang2 kan! Keje baru ok seem ok lah! Hurm, aku suke scope keje yg x bosan sgt! Byk bende baru aku blajar lah! Keje favourite aku bile ade ads shooting, analyze mock up and voice recording! Itu aku suke! Yg x bestnye...hurm, aku rase aku mcm relax sket kot compare to dulu punye keje, dulu mmg on je keje aku sbb PCM & Gate 5 slalu ade kan? Yg ini as at when je.... hurm, nak2 bile aku just jage Data/Internet kan untuk Business, so x byk sgt lah kot compare to Consumer! Tapi sesekali tu event Consumer aku join la jugak! Hurm..lagi satu aku belajar boss behaviour! Dulu aku rase en rushdan bg direction tersgtlah clear, tp with the new boss here, [perempuan ok boss aku!] aku kene lebih cpt tangkap ape yg die nak! Hurm.....kdg2 tu aku x faham pun direction die tp buat2 faham, kdg2 tu aku tanye 5, 6 kali jugaklah! Eekekekek tapi die cool n baik! Tapi obviuosly lah die bukan kategori boss pompuan yang 'bitch' la....;p

Xpelah fara, skrg ni pun byk bende yang ko blur2 lagi, jargon and term yang ko x faham lg pun melambak! This is not routine work macam keje dulu, this is you work through experience basis! Paling penting ko x boleh patah semangat ok! Doa banyak2 semuanye dipermudahkan Allah.....

Hehehe...ayat sekadar nk menyedapkan hati aku....

white roses for a birthday girl!

Thanks Hubby for everything......

Happy Birthday to me

14th August 1983

sadness of me...

How should I start this post...?I would not to be as detailed as I can because I cannot be able to retrieve all things that happened within a month! What a short term memory that I had! *sigh* And there were lots of things going on......

Where should I start now? What else... my work? I had started my new job with the first assignment of agency brief! Huhuhu..... A little bit nervous while doing this actually but luckily I have a good coolest colleague, Wawa who is always be ringan tulang in helping me to settle the mess up :)

Actually, that’s not the point that I want to stress down in the entry. Hehehe. I was remembered when I was in the happy mode ;D waiting and counting the time to be shifted to A&P, one of the senior manager in PPM (my previous unit) said "awak jgn suka sangat fara. berape lama awak duduk dkt TM ni? Baru kan.. Dkt TM mcm2 boleh berlaku...jgn suka sangat ok!" Wow... for me it was a 'pedas' words la but knowing him as a nice and fatherly man, I still can accept his advice. :)



After all, I don't mind what people say, I don't care.. and I don't bother... At least, I'll be in the line that I should be... *sigh*


Ok, stop talking about work!



I don't feel good in my relationship with Angah lately ni. Ya, after she getting married! That's something wrong somewhere and we were fighting about room! Someone outside there might think what a joke that we were creating all the mess and it getting bigger bigger and bigger.... How pity Angah having a sister like me! On my sight, I was tried to be realistic and it was a joke beb! Ok..ok.. x payah panjangkan cerita... and I would like to say my deepest sorry to her... and I did texted her on that.



Again.....one question.

Did you ever defended your principle so strong you appear rude to your own mother?
I did.
And it is not a nice feeling to have....:(

the satisfaction!

I'm counting for my better place...*_*

1st anniversay! cepat jee

Actually...dah lame aku nk update pasal 1st anniversay celebration aku n hubby on the last 17th May 09 hari tu. 17hb tu dah lame dah lepas tapi since aku asyik2 postpone sbb nak siapkan keje punya pasal so hari ni baru berkesempatan nak citer pasal 1st anniversay celebration kiteorg!


pejammmmm ceeliiikkkkkkk peeejaaammmmm celikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk aku n famy da setahun jadi suami isteri! Huhuhu... tak banyak beza jadi anak dara dengan bini org ni in my situation la! Still boleh rongeng2 dekat mamak dengan officemates plus boleh balik kg weekend mcm dulu2 gak! Tapi of course lak commitment lagi besar kan! Aku dah tak jadik selfish dah sangat... ;)


Mase 17hb tu, aku amik cuti beb semata2 nak spend the precious time with Famy since Famy kene siapkan project Lumex die tu by end of the month so mmg x dapatlah nak cuti kan! Balik keje, aku ingat nak masak2 kan dinner untuk Famy sempena the anniversary tp Famy kate xyah sbb die nak treat aku makan luar n belanje seafood! He knows well how much I love seafood! hahhahahahah...


And guess.... aku dapat 2 ekor udang kara stim...... besar n aku makan sampai pening2 kepala plus 3 ekor crabs... semua tu aku makan sorang! ;p

the udang stim *yummy*

the masak sambal crab!

To Hubby...selamat ulang tahun pertama perkahwinan... hope kita maintain bahagia mcm sekarang....love you so much!